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2012-03-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo =)

Seldom to see me update so frequent eh? I guess its time to gain back some blogging mojo, hehe.

I always wanted to blog or do something else when comes to do homework. I wanted to crap something here ytd night but I told myself to stay away from the lappy and get my feet on the DSM homework, no more procrastination, no more being lazy , and well this morning I was the few of them among the class who 'did something' for the tutorial class. *soo prouddd*

Going to start working in a lawyer firm this Friday onwards. Sounds cool "working in a lawyer firm" eh? I can actually dream on, bcs I have no knowledge about law and my job is just to do those filing up in the office . Anyways, its introduced by my dad, just hope that i can cope well on both studies and also my work. Gotta fight hard! =)

I have something on my mind ,but its so hard for me to type into words, guess I have to go get my mind cleared and post something more interesting next time, hopefully not as dull as this posr kay? =)

1st :)

2012-03-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

Helloooo , im back finally, after so long timeee.

It has been a month . thank you for being by my side whenever I need you. Thank you for your company whenever Im bored. thank you for your love, time and thank you everything.

Didnt expect someone who used to be a stranger turned to be someone you stick to almost everyday for now. I still remember I dont even know your existence eventho we've been classmate for 1 semester. Guess now its hard to ignore your existence already.

Anyways, Happy 1st month anniversary. Hope thr's more to go, hehe.

everyday i love you more =)

till then

Praying for a better tmr :)

2011-12-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hello People ! :))

Finally I have time to crap something here. Oh wait, its not that I am so busy until I dont have the time, I just simply forgot about this "awesome" blog I have. Whooops, sorriieee :))

Well, i guess I should make some update for the dead blog. I wonder if anyone still remember this dead blog, lalalla :))

I had my finals few weeks ago. It was tougher than semester one of course.I think passing the subjects is not the problem, the grade that actually matters, excluding the Macroeconomics.I basically think that i just screwed the paper and a pass for this subject is already much appreciated. You have no idea how blank i was while sitting for the paper. You know the feeling? Looking at the paper, taking your own sweet time answering it slowlyyy, looking around all the time, the mind totally blank,blankkk....

Anyways, it doesnt really help complaining here. I went to Malacca for one day trip with few of my friends before having my internship. The trip was not bad after all. Perhaps I have high expectation on the food before going to Malacca, the food wasnt as nice as expected, chicken rice so so , crepe so so , satay celup so so,but well at least you tried, isnt it?

Mr Cs! the driver gorgor , hahaha :

Noob kuannn, dumb head :)

The girls

The boys

Noob faces (except mine :p )

Me no like this durian cendol, too sweeettt. ;(

Something has been distracting me on and on, not all the time, but itsss distracting whenever I think of it. I couldnt make up my mind, I dont know what I want, I have complicated feelings and minds, I dont know how. I'll try my way to sort it out anyway, hopefully as soon as possible.Miss brain, please be simple.

Nxt update : Intership.

Stay tuned :)))

Till then

爱与被爱

2011-11-08T02:16:00.003+08:00

Hi people :)

You may think, wow? why so random Pop out from nowhere ehhh?

Lemme tell you the answer. Ng meng choo is back! :))) errrm.... Probably, hahahahahaha.

It's november already, isnt it amazing how time flies? Few months ago I was complaining how "much" assignments I was having and how tough the Uni life has been. Now it has almost come to the end for the semester 2 already. :)

I'll be having a 3 months holiday after this semester. Of course I'll not be rotting at home waiting for the money to drop from the sky, so-not-ngmengchoo okay :) Planning to go for internship or at least get a part time job in a office, something related to the course im studying right now in order for me to get some experience, of course it would be great if its with a high pay :)))

几天前，我在思考一个问题. 爱与被爱，谁比较幸福?

以前的我，会觉得说当然被爱比较幸福！被爱的人不需要付出爱，只需要享受别人的爱，不好吗？不用付出，不用受伤害，也有接受或拒绝的权利，所以被爱是幸福的。想想下，爱也很幸福啊. 喜欢人不需要他的允许，你可以坦荡荡的去爱，也可以把这份爱收藏不让他知道，随你喜欢，你爱就好.

那，到底爱与被爱，哪者更幸福呢？

没有答案，我在讲废话. 其实，能够去爱人与能够被人爱，我觉着都很幸福.如果你有一份爱，请把那份爱珍藏着。如果你被人爱，也请你珍惜着 :))

你看不到的天空

2011-10-02T11:18:00.002+08:00

Helloooo!

My blog is super duper uber gou li pi li pa lang dead.

Thank you and welcome .

I totally forgot the existance of this awesome blog. wheeeeeee :))

I guess I'll update the blog once i got my mojo back. currently am so in the mood to sudoku, hehehe.

Btw, im listening to this song. Its now a new song , but super awesome onesss.

here's the link ... hehe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZbzcTAnFMM

Evan yo rock. lalalaalla

till then.

Why so complicated?

2011-08-19T10:37:00.003+08:00

Hello darlingsss :))

How's lifee??? I hope everyone's doing well other there, hehe.

1.Thousand years ago I had a one-day-part time job at Westin Hotel. Before tht I was told tht my work will be pretty simple. It's was a event and I have to do was just registering the people to different activities that day. The day turned out to be simpler than expected. People went to different activities and everythg was settled, all I have to do was just sitting on the chair, rotting, stoning, facing my phone . thats all. It turned out to the be most boring job I ever had. I dont know if it's a good thing because I had really nothing to do and hence the time seemed like crawling like a snail. The funny thing is , I earned by only sitting there, woohooo. Why dont I earn by sitting at home then? lalalalala.

attire of the day : formal black

2. I am entering to the 5th week of my sem 2 already. It's like so fast right?? The subjects are tougher than the previous sem, more effort has to be put on , no more slacking oftenly ,no more. However, I still slack very often, ok crap. hahaha. I've met quite number of new friends in this sem. Many of them were fun, as in friendly and dont give face at all. They have common characteristics, they love to be lame and zhat ppl as they like, even to new friends! It's fun anyway. :)

I'll update very soon, I know I still owe my blog many blog post, many photos not uploaded, many things not shared, I will do so as soon as possible, believe me :)

Ohhh, Im going to Cameron if few hours time, I expect the it will not be as fun as I expected, bcs my bro and sis ffk at the last minute, ish!

Pig can climb the tree if you believe me, hahahahaha :)

till then

you dont fool with my love.

2011-08-06T15:33:00.005+08:00

Hello readerrrs!

Sorry for the late update. Weeks ago I have tons to update I dont know which to update first. Guess I'll update what's on my mind first, teheeee :)

So I went for Klang one day trip with Shawn ,Andre, Belle and Jwei. Few of them brought along the DSLR and keep "kichak" here and there, I have nothing to do so I keep on ask ppl to capture me. hahahahaha, ok la not keep capture la, but we did take some photos laaa, haha . I always think photography is a very expensive hobby. First of all , you have to buy a dslr which costs you at least 2k or above, my parents surely choi me also soh, and me myself not that interested in photography I will not buy it myself. Second;y. im a very lifeless person , I dont go outing very often which means that I dont have places for me to capture! And then, I dont have the skill in photo taking so its just a waste of the resources, i think. And most importantly , I dont have patience . baaa, fullstop. You know what I do when they keep kichak-ing using their DSLR? I pinjam jwei's iphone and keep kichak photos of myself , too, haha :)

Back to the klang trip, a pretty awesome trip I had. Went for bak kut teh for idk lunch or tea time ( thanks to mr Andre Loi ) , went to Shawn's awesome house ( Setia Econ Park) , went cycling ( me love love love love love ) , went to the park nearby ( met the ducks! ) , dinnerrr and also I-city.

the awesome photographer :)

the girls :)

AND........

I assume this as the group photo , hahahahahaha :p

Im so lazy to update my blog. I'll wait till my blogging mojo is back.

till then.

Live by faith :)

2011-07-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

Hello people :) Im back in action, lalalalala :))

1. I waved goodbye to my 3 weeks job, like finally. Im so free right now I decided to allow myself rotting at home for few days before the Uni reopen. Human being memang "fan jian" , sorry I dont know to explain it in English. I was counting down the days I will be working from the 2nd week onwards. I was oh-so-excited when there were only few days left for me to end this part time job. I was feeling a little bit upset on the last day. Why? Definately not because the "plate-washing-session" or the " stress-die-during-peak-hour-session" , but few of the friendly workers I met there. I think I will miss people like

- Tze Wei ( a very kind hearted and sweet girl )

-Pascal ( super good he helps me to cover my mistakes everytime when i did somethg wrong, played around with me and kept on saying "I will miss you so much" )

- Robert ( another good fren at snowflake who acts like a girl all the time ( on purpose la )

- Julian ( some random UCSI guy, quite funny also )

- Mr James ( he cooks all the taroballs, pearls and baby pearls )

Oh, I think I will not forget Hor Yen, the imba girls who orders people to work this and that without calling the name. How she call then? " Eh, go cut passion fruit." " Eh, go refill creamer". Errrrm hello Da Jia, we owe you onee? hahahaha , its okay I will remember her as well i think :)

Oh not forgetting to mention Mr Lian, itu hamsup lou. Not really hamsup la, but I dont know why he likes to STICK beside girls , as in really use his hand to touch ur hand when he comes near, pek cek you know, somemore he die die like to stick beside you when there're so many other places to stand. Haiyoooo. But anyway its okay because ngmengchoo is smart enough and she repels everytime when Mr Lian comes near, like in the very-the-obvious way, hahahaha, so bad!

By the way, few of them came to visit me when I was working . Some met coincidentally , some came on purpose. Thank you for kacao-ing, and the workers were like : why you so many friends like to come Snowflake aaaaa and I always gave them the " i-also-dk " face.

I make myself a cup of green tea almost everyday ( not only me , everyone does that, lalala ) , and sometimes I go take a small bowl to eat the sesame ice, black ice, soya ice, hot best seller or even the black rice soup. Fat a not? fat die lorrrrrh, but bo bian, how to resist ooo? Im like eating the taroballs everyday and not get bored. I think im dead to the max. Well, I think eating non-stop is the "promotion" for snowflake workers perhaps.

Tho working is not an easy task, howecer I think that working is better than staying at home because it helps you to keep urself occupied . And when you're occupied with jobs or stuff, you will not thinking nonsence and live like a zombie. Money doesnt go out like water flow and you have a little bit of income at least ( btw the salary is real low, but better than nothing).

snowflake, ok i look noob here.

i think i look a bit thin in this picture so , whooopsie, hahaha . the hair also very long, isnt it? woohooooo

Anyway, Uni gonna start soon and I am going to play my role as a student again, gonna study hard, enjoy the Uni life and get prepared for the tons of Assignment soon. Sem 2 will be a awesome one, isnt it? :))

Till then, will update soon, stay tuned, mwahhhs.

知福，惜福

2011-07-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

HALO! like againnn :))

8th days of working at Snowflake. I personally think that today is a great great day. First of all, one of my bffs came to visit me, together with her family, Ms Yap Shan Min, tadaaaaaa. Me love you much much , hehehe

Besides that, idk why but today's customer is not as much as the previous days, me like! Colleagues of mine are friendly, and people and can play around with. The only thing to complain is that its really kinda of really super duper tiring, i talk crap, ignore me.

Well , I randomly want to post some photos of friends of mine, enjoy :)

just for the purpose of spamming my own blog, ignore me , teeheee :)

One thing , my dad took my watch and changed the watch belt for me today. I prefer the previous one , alot but he duo duo pattern went to change the "whole" thing . He was so proud he went to tell my mum he changed it for me this evening, my mum told him straight that I wanted the old one and he felt so sorry he went back to the watch shop and took back the old one for me. I think my dad is kind of very-the-cute, wanted to get emo also cannot, hahahaah. But still, I want the old oneeeeeee. ;(

it all depends on yourself

2011-07-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hola people :))

Hows life? doing great? I hope you are fine ( to people I care )

God knows yours truly is not officially nineteen now. Well, I did not really celebrate on my exact date, besides staying at home watching the City Hunter ( my awesome guy Lee Min Ho ) and being a sa pohhh. All this thanks to the rally yo, really love you so so so so much, isssssssshhhh. It's okay because I think the bday is not a big thing already when my dad told me his friend was having wedding dinner on that day, well God knows how many people will be present on that day, keliannnnnnn .

Currentky working at Snowflake as a part timer. Well , I think this job is super duper tiring! God knows how famous snowflake is, people come and go non stop. Ok la not to be so kua jiong. Sometimes really will busy until you go pek cek till you wanna dieeeee, but sometimes really quite free, so it depends on situation , hahaha. I kinda of wanna quit the job already , because i personally think that the job is super duper tiring with not-so-high salary. On the other hand, i couldnt really do so because i've promised to work for a month and i thk she will super hate me if I quit now and I dont wanna be said as a Dai Xiu Jie, as in couldnt really bear with the tiredness and stuff like tht.

Soooo, you ask me whats my motivation? Well, everyday after work I keep telling myself the money comes into my pocket , no alot but at least SOME. hahahahahaa. Thennnn, I keep tell myself that I could eat all I can there , for freee, so I gonna eat everyday until I get bored, idontcare..... And then, I keep persuade myself that I can see some leng zhai in the shop when im working, thats one of the motivation too. Im not very desperate but , hahahaha this can help to make the time to pass faster, and I really saw a few handsome guy eating snowflake, lalalalala :))

Okay I have ntg much to write, will update soon, about the dinner with my awesome bff, waiting for their photos, soooo stay tuned :))

me love you much much, so please miss me lots lots , woohoooo.

是 /不是

2011-07-02T21:51:00.004+08:00

Hola! :))

It's July already everyoneeee. * waves to July *

Hello July, nice to meet you. Please be great to me , please love me and then I will love you with all my heart . mwahhs.

Basically Im here to inform my dear reader, the blog will be a little dead in the month of July. Why aaa? Im workingggg! Dont miss me too much , althoug I know you will. lalala

Confidence. Something familiar for everyone of us. Are you someone who have confidence all the time? If you were the one, congrats! :)

I dont think Im the one with confidence all the time. Well , I always tend to think a lot, like alot alot ...really alot. lol . In my case, my confidence varies, depends on situation and people I'm meeting. Im not those who with low self-esteem, just that ...hmmmmmm.... Im not confident enough especially in front of...you. I think it's still a major problem of mine, it takes time to get rid of this stupid nooob little habit. Oh wait, does it counted as habit? I doubt, haha

有时候会在想，

你会有那么一点点妒忌吗？

有时候会在想，

你所说的是你所想的吗？

有时候，有时候.

Not to care too much, because I dont know if it worth it.

But well, how do you measure what does it mean by worth or doesnt worth ? that's a question you'll never know.

Sampat laaaaa. sendiri na lai fan. duo duo pattern leeeeh.

till then.

What's on your mind?

2011-06-29T22:23:00.004+08:00

Wooohooo! Hello hello heloooo!

Im officially back in action. Why so hyperrr? Finals' finally over marrr ~ !

I had the last paper yesterday, Marketing yo! How's the paper? Lets forget about the past and look forward. I have no comment, I THINK is not THT hard, but .... I tak tau laaaaa.

I have approximately one month holiday. I dont wanna be lifeless, I dont wanna be useless, and I am oh-so-damn imba poor, sooooo, probably I will be working , for a month! Imma going for the interview tomorrow, wish me luck, see my pity face and hire me pleaseeeee. lalalala :))

Besides working, I have many plans on my mind toooo. I want to go for one day trip. My friend couldnt make it to the Penang, most of the complained its too far, haiyooo, Melacca maybe? Who's on? :)) I want to go Klang one day trip toooo, hahaha . Then I wanna go Sing K, oh this is a must, because I didnt get to sing in the room for 123456789 years. God knows how much I like to sing, hahahahaha!

Did I tell you that I am super duper poor in the month of June? If yes then you listen to me again, if no then listen to me nowwww, hahaha, Im super duper uber poor in the month of June! My parents ( both of them) , my siblings ( both of them too) , basically, everyone of them.... have birthday in Juneeee. Awesomeness, isnt it? My mummy wants this, my daddy needs this, my sister and brother demans this and that, chi gek till the maxxxx. Btw, am here to wish my sister Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday my xiao mei mei, love you much much :))

Ohhh, I had yum cha session with Kuan Blueshirt yesterday due to her randomnesss, she didnt want to go home that early, so ended up we hang out at ss15, Station One. Nice chatting session , but everything is P & C, for further information , please log on to manmanwait.com. lalala :))

I shall stop here , will be posting again very soon , stay tuneeee :)

ps. I dont know which photo uploader is better, im so fed up with the big big size photo. how to adjust the size ohhhh? ;(

I personally think that guessing ones mind is extraordinary difficult, especially the one you care. full stop.

till then.

Never let you go

2011-06-25T02:53:00.003+08:00

Helllooo people! 3am soon, Im still here , blogging.

GOOD JOB!

WELL DONE!

HOPELESS...

Okay I promise to go sleep after I've done blogging. lalalala.... Not that I dont wanna sleep, but sheeet! WHy like tht, always so late sleeeeep.

Okay, I wanna wish my noob brother Happy Birthday ! :))) eighteen already lu.... sang sang seng seng laaa. You are always my noob brother. woohoo.

有些事实你是知道，只是你当看不到.

其实自己心里是知道的，但人往往会蒙蔽自己，

用一千个一万个借口来逃避

好傻好傻

有些东西知道感觉不对，

那感觉并不是那回事，

但从别人口中说出，

感觉上会比较有那么一点点的伤心

可爱的人类 :)

不懂自己是否做着对的事情，

我有在回避，感觉到吗？

说实话，都不知道，

其是对好事错

好像又在讲废话

晚上的心情总是会比较奇怪

当我在讲废话吧

矛盾的人类，

你是最麻烦的动物咧.

I kind of really miss my grandparents right now.

goodnight.

Contradiction

2011-06-21T17:49:00.005+08:00

Holaaaa :)

1.First day of exam today. Had Accounting test, the longest test I ever had. I think I kind of screwed up my test. Not saying that I couldnt balance my answer or what, but I think I made quite a number of mistakes which will make me too kiss my D goodbye. On the bright side, it's over, and PERHAPS, miracle could happen. :))

2.Will be having Management test tomorrow, the most blur+ miserable + crapping session subject. I do not aim high for this, not even a C. Dear examiner, a P1 will do, pleaseeeee :)

3. I want my normal routine back. I dont want to sleep so "early" at night , and waking up so late

in the morning. Finals has done enough to me, now I want my normal sleeping pattern back, pretty please?

4. I think I've been successful from moving further apart. There's contradiction between what Im thinking. I've tried so hard to be like this one week ago, and now I feeling a little sad for being soooo successful. See I told you most of the time I dont know what I wants, screw it again , lalalala.

难道爱情虚有其表，

还是太认真才输掉，

想不开就不应该想，

得不到就不应该要.

I need strength , dear Lord. Be strong :)

LadyBird and Sheepies

2011-06-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

150326_10150126195943448_681668447_7841661_2259565_n11, a photo by mengchooo on Flickr.

Hello readers.

I am suffering from Insomnia lately. I sleep in the morning. After 12 consider morning right? lalalala, earliest 2.30am .

Big thanks to???? you know who you are. (non living object btw)

I will be back in action soon , teeeheee :)

Hi tough girl :)

2011-06-14T23:31:00.014+08:00

HALO :)

gonna have a short update. if you dont have extra "international time" (direct translate from chinese) to read the crap, ignore meeeee , lalala

The finals is killing me bit by bit. Well, to be precise, should be "management" is killing me bit by bit. Just so you know, the Management is worse than History , like seriously. History is about reading stories, and Managemet? reading FACTS. imba gou li ......ignore me. If you have difficulties in sleeping, the text book is forever the best medicie . ( ignore me, because even myself also suffering from insomnia)

I went for facial today, to rescue the oh-so-dead face condition. The beautician mumbled me for not taking good care of my skin, like oh-so-very-the-teruk. I die die also tahan the pain when the beautician clearing up my pimples, so paaaaiinnn you know?! I have many red dots on my face now. So , dont say Hi to me when you see me, much appreciated, lols.

Imma take very good care of my face today onwards. Drink more water, helps to eliminate toxic waste( biology! lalala), sleep earlier ( who am i kidding, its almost 12am d =.= ) anddddddd , do more mask! ignore me , i really crapping.

Better get my ass back to the bloody management. God bless me.

* I may not be as pretty as others, but accept me for who I am . :)

Naive

2011-06-09T21:56:00.008+08:00

Hello People.

I wanna say. Whooops , sorrry ;(

Human can be very emotional. This is a fact, cannot be argued. Even if you attempt to argue, sure lose. At the second , he or she can be very hyper / happy/ excited, he/she can be very sad/ emo or whatsoever the other second.

Well , sorry I've abandoned the blog for some days. Will not be updating very often until my exam's over. Have to really hardcore for the finals, cant afford to fail any of the papers.

Recently the mood swing quite imba gou li. However Im trying not to let the stupid emotional affect my study mood. People, pray for me alright? :)

Came into realisation that, things dont really perform the way you think. It can be totally the opposite way. You cannot be naive because the world will not go a little simple as you wish. It's .....always so complicated.

To a friend of mine. Hope you change a little on the attitude. Not being mean or what,jokes or fools sometimes bring laughter, however it annoys people when you do it very often. Hope you understand.

Till then .

Laugh hard even sorrow smiles at you.

2011-05-28T21:47:00.008+08:00

Hola! :)

Im so bored so I come to blog. lalalalaal~

Well , one thing. I think my blog is not interesting at all.

1- I write crap, like duh, " ghost also know la" stuff. Bo bian, Im sucha lamer.

2- I dont have interesting pictures to entertain you. Some people blog with tons of beautiful pictures of foood, places. ME? I start to eat whenever I get my food, as if I couldnt eat it if im a second slower / I dislike my siblings' "like tht also wanna take ?" face. lalalalala, ignore me

3- I blog when Im happy, I dont blog when im happy too! haha! Which means that, I blog according to my mood. I can blog 5 days straight if I have the mood, I can not to blog for two weeks straight if I dont have the mood, call me your master ! wahahaha

Ok stop being lame.

Finals in less than one month time. Im motivated to study by someone around me. They can get the work done few weeks before the dateline, while Im the only who tends to start early and end up with last minute work. Real life example, I started my accounting assignment one week before the dateline. Some of my friends used the last 2-3 days to do their last minute work, I got the assignment done few hours before the due day, but hey! I've started a week ago? Ok ignore me, there's nothing I can do but blame myself for procrastinating too much and not having a "woah-oh-so-smart" brain. brrrrrr.

I never been into Cinema for idk how long. So decided to catch up a movie with my secondary friends. Well, there's one 3 of us, kok peng , soon peng and me. Oh , I saw Shan Min and her classmates in the cinema, the world is so so small eh, woohooo :) Watched Kungfu Panda 2. The show was nice, but I dont know why I feel like sleeping whenever Im in the cinema. Went to Arcade to lepak awhile after the movie. Played the "idk-what's-the-name" game. One token per game, pkp used 1 token to survive till the last while the paliah one used 3 token and die the fastest among the 3. Use your butt to think who is the paliah one, lalalalalaala.

I think I crap too much . Actually I wonder who's there to read the oh-so-lame blog. oh oooooh.

You're a sweet pie.

2011-05-24T23:29:00.005+08:00

Wink wink * :)

Sooo very the happy nowwww. Wahahahahahahaha.

Sampat mehhh!

Whoooopsie. Please forgive me ? Happy sure ada reason lorhhh...

Guess what? I just done with the management presentation slides. No more assignments for this semester.Only for this semester? Yea right. lalala~ Anddd I just submitted the Accounting assignment on Monday. Fyi, the freaking assignment made me tired like idunnohowtosay. I went to college every MORNING because of the bloody assignment last week. But thank God it's done, wheeeeeee :)

I want to get some quality sleeping time now. Guess I will start revising and focus on the finals already. Finals in one month time. Oh no , I think 24 hours is just way too less for me, moreeee pleaseeee?

Andddd, very beh song with the blogger, because they never recover my latest post till NOW! And I guess they are way too lazy to recover it, no hope already . gahh. I put in so much effort and typed sooooo long.

Btw, I'll do a proper update soon, woohooo, dont miss me so much. But please miss me also la. lalala~

ihaveachubbyface, menolikey ;(

till then.

my precious treasure.

2011-05-08T22:37:00.007+08:00

Hi people!

First of all, Happy Mother's day to every single mummy on Earth. :)))

And to my dearest mummy, Love you long long time. You're my best friend, my best listener, my best chief, my best mummy . 3 of us made her something, not very exp, but will all of love. People who knows me well should know that ngmengchoo is a girl who's not creative at all. She doenst know how to make pretty pretty things, not really like doing small little things like doing origami and doesnt know how to cook , AT ALL. Macam so proud of it tim..... A friend of mine said that kl people doesnt know how to cook, whooopsie. :) Not everyone laaaaa.

My aunt and cousin back to Germany yesterday , and we went to airport for their farewell. My cousin missed us alot, well we miss them a lot too ;( . Everyone cried yesterday, bei huan li he is not the right feeling weih. (bei huan li he is chinese direct translate, go google translate laaa :p ). Not forgetting to mention that my cousin was staying right in front of the computer for the whole day once he reach Germany, I guess he just feel too lonely being in Germany. ;(

nice leeeeh! :p

Thennn I wanna say , the stupid degree life is oh-so-damn-stressful. Me no likey degree life. my grandmother's son and his grandchildren!!!! I got so stress I have to stick the butt on the chair in my room oftenly. I have no time to even hang out. Me no likey laaaaaa. I just handed in marketing assignment last week, management group assignment this afternoon ( stress the hell die me) , another marketing group assignment due nxt week and another accounting assignment due 23rd May. I have accounts test on this Wednesday. What life is this, you tell me, tell me larh!! Beh tahan lorhhhh.

Hmmm alot more to update, but stay tuned for the nxt post alright :)) till then .

Anah anah...

2011-05-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

寂寞下手毫无分寸，

不懂得轻重之分

火星撞地球

2011-05-04T18:57:00.005+08:00

HI HI BYE BYE!

Happpy Birthday to Miss Ng Chee Kuan yoo! enjoy your day.

Btw, I just wanted to spam my blog. I feel that today is oh-so-sucky.I know it for sure that today is not my day. Counting down and waiting for today to pass! Oh , btw dont ask me why am I so unhappy today kay.

And Im waiting for my brother impatiently. Want him to be back and I wan to go jog. Faster come back lorhhh!!!!

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalla................................

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo................................

Byeeeeeeee.

*edited* 19:57

Im feeling a bit better after jogging :))

once again, Bye! :)

就是爱你

2011-05-01T12:09:00.007+08:00

Hello peeeeepooo. Its labour day! Oh, fyi , its the 1st day of May in year 2011 too, my God??!

Lemme see if I have anything to update first. hmmmmmmm......

1. I had my haircut. People claims that I look very tired & feels sleepy . I think its mainly because of my hair and I had a not so good week due to some sickness. Soooooo, I went to have haircut, and

Tadaaaaa, my brother says I look so noob. Well, you have no rights to comment if its cute or noob because...I do not allow you to comment on it, blablabla :)))

2. Had skype with some brothers on Friday and Saturday night. Well , I must say they are oh-so-cute because I cant help laughing throughout the entire conversation. Khen Joon was being super lame , showing off the burger he bought and was eating in front of us . Then for Jing Hooi, basically Im the one who made him laugh non stop, geng leeeeeh! teeeheee.

two so lous. hahahah . Guess what, im not going to show you my webcam photos, lalalalalla :)

3. My aunt brought along his son and is back to Msia for few days, about a week. They bought lots of things for us eeeehhh :) My aunt bought me 2 bags, woohoooo, then I think 2 for my sister too ( nvm i dont like her bags , I like mine :D ) Then she bought quite alot of chocolates. At first I tot oh sheeet Im so gonna eat till I become fei mui zai, but hey! All with liquor, whisky vodka and those, I think not so nice only. Perhaps you may say stupid! Chocolate with liquor is the nicest, but I......dont have a good taste lorhhhh. =x hahahaha.

he's cute , isnt he? Take a closer look, he goes -.- when he smile. So cute! hahahahah.

last but not least, I share a song. its not my favourite song, but I just feel like sharing it.

想回到过去

2011-04-26T16:10:00.009+08:00

Hi peopleeee! *waves hard* . Im finally here after mia for soooo many days. :))

I have many things to say , but forgive me for being an unorganized people, I'll just type whatever in my mind and make you go blurrrrr.

1.I got lost last Wednesday! I was being kind to send my brother to college last Wednesday. I thought I will be smart enough to find my way back home. I dropped him and I just drive looking at the signboard. Well, what I want to say is, the signboard seems so useless when I need it SO MUCH! All the ways they showed doesnt help, I followed the Jalan Duta way, and so on and so on and so on until I forgot which signboard I followed, until I reached the highway which was used to be so familiar- the highway to my Grandma's house, Tanjong Malim , Perak. I went so panicked because the highway is only like ONE WAY and I dont want to drive all the way to tanjong malim. My wallet has only 10 bucks and the smart tag has only rm 20+ . Cut it short, I took one and half hour to reach my house and well, thank to one of my friends for guiding me home .

2. Did I tell you I've celebrated Easter day last Friday and Saturday? It was fun. Many new friends came along and yea, it was a great party . I have not much to mention about it so hahaha , forgive me .

3. I've finally submitted my bloody economics assignment. It wasted my time and energy to think what to write , to draw , and blablabla. Say yay because it was over, but wait.....Marketing assignment's here and I have to submit it on Sunday, awesome much. grrrrr....

4. I got so noob nowadays because I fall down very often I dont know why. I pity my legs for having so many wounds and it looks so freakin ugly now. My friends were asking what happened to my legs and when I told them I fell at home , they say Im super awesome. thanks weih. lolol

5. I'm suffering from serios period cramp, like AGAIN! Forget about the pain , Im actually grateful that I have friends who concern about me, called me in the morning and offer to help me out. Thanks everyone , love die you all.

6. I find that I have so less photos taken together with my friends . Guess what, I die die also want to put my photos here , i dont care.

belle tan, taken in the car.

i stole it from ysm's blog :)

There's no exact equation in life.

2011-04-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

Hello people on Earth. How are youuu? Are you doing well? I hope you really do :)

You guys must eat well, sleep well, study well and be well in everything okay! :)

Oh oooh, so random, hahaha .

I basically just feel that time always speeding. It not flying, not flying like a bird, but speeding like a rocket. I blink my eyes and I found that woah , one week over already aaaaa? Time is not enough for me. I need like, errrrrm...36 hours a day???? Aiyoyoyoyo, I have unlimited things to do within limited time. Scarcity....oh no, kill me please.

Its the 6th week of degree life in Uni, well I am better adapted already :) I dont feel so lost already, at least I meet more friends now. I must be more friendly so that I can meet more and more friend okay? However , I still wish I can get into same class with my sa po for example ng chee kuan , life will be better when you're with your bestie, dont you think so? Nck , dont be over excited when you get to read this, hmmmm, happy awhile then enough kay! hahahaha. Ohhh, there are few more sa pohs, ding, belle and more , you are not forgotten , winkssss :)

And then and then , I think I become lamer nowadays. I love to do random things, say random words, sing random songs. Well I think its because of people around me? I have people with random acts too. Since its not a bad thing, so I guess its alright? ;) Forgive me if next time I randomly sing a song beside you. What you can do? Sing with me lorh XD

Oh... there's something I wanna say . Today suppose to be having a marketing presentation. My imba tutor ffk-ed the whole class two times. First time was around two weeks ago, he was on MC and the DO came to tell us when we were all in the class. Second time happened today , when all of us were dressed formally, prepared for the presentation. It's not like i'm fully prepared for the presentation la, but haiyooooo I thought today presentation then I was stressing for the whole night and this morning we went all the way to college and Mr Vijay wasnt there again! Pek cek pek cek , waste time onlyyyy.

Just read a note from facebook few minutes ago. It says that indeed guys love pretty and hot girls, well who doesnt? A girl with attractive body and look can attract guys attention, but in order to hold the guy's heart, the girl need not be perfectly pretty, but an understanding, caring and blablablablabla. Hmmmm, is it so? or people on Earth are just a bit of realistic? hmmmm, I have no comment eh. Girls dont really know what guys thinking, and vice versa , agree?hahahah

Nowadays I always introduce people emo songs whenever they ask me for songs. One of them is Ding. She finds me frequently and ask me for songs. Guess what, she asked why am I having so many awesome song? Whattodo, awesomepeople listen awesome songs marrrrrr. hahahaha.

I shall end here , and update next time. its so hard to squeeze and squeeze and squeeze my brain juice n think of something lame to write you know, hahaha .

till then,

love.

note: this song oh so emo, if you dont wanna got emo-fy, dont listen yo. hahaha.

So wrong.

2011-04-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

Its so wrong, let it be fixed, pretty please.

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Broken arrow

2011-04-08T00:25:00.005+08:00

lemme fa hiao a while LOL wth

My mood very the not good. Dont ask me why.

My facebook is having noob problems. I dont know what happened to the stupid facebook. I'll leave it there and see if they will fix it. I mean the facebook team.

And then, I VERY THE EMO NOW. ish . lemme sot blak a while. hahahahaha

till then, byeeee .

当习惯不再是习惯，又会怎样呢?

Wait for you.

2011-04-04T21:56:00.004+08:00

An Yeong ! :)

Me wants to blog for a while before I proceed to my Economics assignment.

First of all,

I have no idea what to blog, teeeheeee. Sorry for wasting your time, lemme lame for a while lar okay.

Oh , I seriously need some part time jobs. Anyone out there have any part time jobs with high pay? Feel free to msn or fb me , your helping hands is much appreciated. :))

Believe me , Im trying very hard to squeeze my brain juice and try to blog something funny to entertain you guys , believe me believe me believe me. However, the brain juice is not much left due to the amount of assignments Im having in my degree life. Just click a " X" if you really find this is boring, haha .

Oh there's something that may make you lit up a smile. So I went for my facial last week , introduced by miss tanpingmay. The beautician helped me to clean my face, and shape my eye brow. Thennnnnn, she finds its challenging to shape my eyebrow. Fyi, I have two different colour tone on my fair, same goes to my eyebrow-one's darker the other one lighter. Somemore the end of my eyebrow curled up so she was like ,haiyoooo its so challenging, i dont know how to share your eyebrow. Well, the result came out to be awkward. The right eyebrow looks all right, but the left one, shakes head. Luckily I have my fringe it helps me to cover the ugliness :))) Awesome fringe I have, teeeheee.

Did I mention I've been dying for my assignments and tutorial questions lately? I just submitted my management assignment this morning, and I am going to proceed to the Econs and Management group assignment soon . I'll have to admit I am so-not-lifeless, but I am oh-so-breathless. Awesome life I have.

And thennnnn, I am so anti-social nowadays. I go back home right after my class ends. I could hardly recall when was the last time i've been to cinema. If its not mistaken, it should be the oh-so-lame Rango movie. Me wants to go for movie !!!! issssh.

i have a random thoughts here. Me no likey my new contact lens, but it costs me freaking 70 bucks, bear with it bear with it ;( yerrrrrr.

Will update soon people. :)

till then,

mengchoo

黑白画映

2011-04-01T10:53:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everyone. :)

I have something to say, I haven tell anyone yet.

I've changed to HELP college. for my degree....

Believe it a not? April Fool :)

Sampat. Who will so dumb go and believe? I wonder. It was one of the dear bff's birthday on Wednesday, Miss Yap Shan Min. Wanted to give her a little suprise on her bday, well it turned out to be quite a failure. Wanna know how fail it was? Hahahahaha. Firstly , we wanted to pretend like not gonna celebrate with her, then I asked ken jun to date her out , and this time "we-the-friends" gonna be the surprise. We reached sunway earlier to buy cake, book the restaurant and wait in the restaurant, mana tauuuuuu, itu yapshanmin saw her friend's car in the parking lot. Not only one car, few carS somemore, then ghost also know whats the purpose for them to go Sunway lorhhh. But anyway, Happy Birthday my dear <3 , love you long long time , I have tons to tell you, let me write you a love letter soon, hah!

Move on, I wanna tell you guys Im dying. Choichoichoi, not dying la, suffering to be precise. This week has been a hectic week. I have my management assignments to be done, I really dont know how to do. I know dai dai also have to vomit out the work because the due was is on 4th April. Typing crap is not the worst part yet.,There's a noob case happened and I found it out yesterday night. I was reading 2 reference books, comparing , and wonder why the contents are the same, thennnn , I look at the author, SAME. then look at the publisher, so damn different, then I came to realization that the books are basically the same with different cover page and different edition only. So noob can go bang wall! .

This morning I woke up and well, quite unhappy. I need this to be fixed , college life is not easy, works have to be done well, and I have to behave well, I cannot allow myself thinking unhappy things everyday. Well, be happy ngmengchoo, cant you? :))

willl update soon, gonna start my assignments now, till then , see ya

mengchoo

Your smile lights up the town

2011-03-23T20:26:00.003+08:00

Lalalalalalalala :))

Question : Are you a happy girl today?

Answer : Yes I am :D .

Well, dont get mad because of my randomness, sometimes the happiness need to be expressed out. I applied for the Ptptn loan few weeks ago, and today the application is approved, I got the full loan. Well, maybe you may think, so what everybody can apply for it,somemore its a loan not scholarship, you still have to pay them back after that. Haiyooooo, let me happy a while lo, I really got super excited when I know the application got approved. There's a good thing for being easy contented. See Im so excited over this case.

I have something that made me "not-so-happy" nowadays. I bought a new mask few days ago. I feel so excited thinking that if I apply the mask twice a week and if it continue I may be getting a pimple-free face soon. And then the next day, two bloody pimple popped out, gek dai me. I need a fair, smooth and a not-chubby face, dear God, please give it to me, pretty pleaseee? ;(

I have a thought, thking that what would I do if the end of the day is really approaching. Readers of mine, what would you do? :)

Oh Hi Illusion :)

2011-03-20T17:03:00.002+08:00

I cant help but thinking was tht ngmengchoo ? Nah , the so-called helmet hair I was having last year,lols

Owh hello people. :))

First of all, there's somethg I wanna say about degree courses. It's oh-so-different with foundation course. Basically I can just goyang kaki till the sky falls during foundation course, and get busy like a mad cow during the assignment weeks. But guess what? Idk why but it's only the 3rd week of Uni life, I feel like stress till idk what to say . Its only me or everyone out there having the same feeling as me ?

Btw, wow I feel so hardworking nowadays. People around me (some of them ) are so so hardworking , they get their assignment done a week before the due date, make me stress like idk what then I started doing to. Proudly to announce that, Im done with econs assignment, marketing assignment 90% done and errrr, hahaha to be humble dont want say out lah! :p

The other thing, brother of mine sick from the day the back from NS till now. I see him sleeping since forever . Mummy brought him to the doctor yesterday , he was banned from eating tons of food, only bread allowed. You know I feel so guilty for eating from noon till night and he got nothing to eat but just bread for the entire day. Please get well soon, recover soon and jie jie bring you out for movie kay ? :) Btw, I need to go do some sports or exercises, Idk why but I cont stop eating nowadays, I know its fattening but I just cant control myself, help me please? ;(

Well, I dont want to annoy you with super duper long post, shall just end here and will update very soon, stay tuned people :)

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes just be an illusion.

Javan (Steven Javan Jones)

Oh btw, can you feel the happiness from the way I blog? Too bad if you dont, hahaha.

No one wants to be nobody

2011-03-18T00:47:00.005+08:00

Breathless-Shayne ward

"恶塞门"让我喘不过气来

才开学第三个星期就一直忙着做功课，上课，

"恶塞闷"的截止日期全部近到我要发疯

面对着一些新的科目，如"马课丁"，感觉好像他认识我，我不认识他

我需要智慧，我需要很会思考的头脑

我需亚发奋图强，别挥霍青春

本人有一点失常，请原谅我的 randomness

生命就像一个舞台，你就是上面的角色，

每个人都有自己的角色，

我的角色会是什么，

你的角色又会是什么呢?

本人会在死里复活后更新，也就是交完所有的 assignments 后，

不要太想念我 :)

till then,

mengchoo

爱我，非你莫属

2011-03-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hello peopleeee on Earth. :)

I have a sudden urge to blog. I wanted to study my management, but let me blog before I study, teehee.

First of all, Brother has completed his National Service and will be coming back tomorrow. Well , no more phone call but no worries, I'll ask him go jogging with me, tag him along for movie or a walk when there's no one to accompany me, wake him up when im having insomnia, talk to him when im moody. Oooopsie, this poor little brother has to do whatever he can do before I can find a boyf to take care of me, haha . :) Well, I shall give you an award by saying : Hey! I love you Bratha ! :) "

As everyone knows, Japan had an terrible , horrible and vegetable Earthquake + Tsunami. No one can beat natural disaster. But guess what , it helps us to learn to appreciate. I know i have been saying this over and over again, not to annoy you, but I have to keep remind myself to appreciate people , things around me, be contented because as you know, Im always so so forgetful.

Thank God I have my family members with me, loving me , taking care of me. Thank God I have a shelter, not too big but a warm one. Thank God I have the chance to do things I love , meet people I love , and not losing too much. I have depression at times , but thank god i can go through these in the end. If you were given a chance, what would you thank God for? I will thank god for having my family members with me healthily, not losing any one of them. Hey , please live long long long time, you guys are so important to me, and I mean it.

Do not be defeated when you're facing obstacles, you may feel weak but do not forget to get up and be brave, we have long life awaiting us :)

Oh yeaaa, I have a random thoughts.

Yesterday night when I was driving I heard of a song ,非你莫属. The singer's Tank. When I heard of the chorus , 爱我，非你莫属, I feel like its so....idk how to say . It gave me a feeling like the singer is trying to say ,I want you to be the only person who loves me, I rather not belonging to others if I do not belong to you.It must be you. hmmmm Am I too sensitive or what? Seems like I've been thinking alot for only these 6 words eh. haha

till then,

mengchoo

Dont fade away

2011-03-11T15:36:00.006+08:00

Ni men haaao :)

So sorry for abandoning the blog for 123456789 years. I just, dont have the motivation to click on the "new post" and start blogging , yuan lian wo. :)

How's life people? This is the second week on the degree course. Am still coping with the environment. I feel so weird without nck being my classmate. I feel so so weird having diff class for different subjects. I feel so so so weird for having to go to the divisional office 4-5 times per week ,2-4 times per day. Dont ask me why , they just kept onm can you come back later? can you come back tomorrow ? Like there's no tomorrow and kept on delay us. I see them stressing up, Miss Karen handle the timetable until super pek cek, so nck and I didnt get to ask her for changing class anymore. Lets hope next sem can be in the same class nck.

FriendS of mine having boyfriend already. Please dont dump me kay? hahaha . I dont wanna be alone. Dont zhong se qing you , must accompany me more ,tho boyfriend's important too la ;P

Oh yea, went for suet ping's dinner service on Wednesday night. Went there right after the class , picked kok peng and we went to chee kuan's house first. Watched tv and fell asleep in the living room, imagine how tired I am. Nck drove us to KDU , met suet ping - the waitress of the night. Had a very very full dinner , enjoyed and we had laughter, gap leng zhaiS and etc. No joke but there are many handsome guy there, ang moh or whatsoever, dont believe me? Go there and witness with you both eyes. lolol. I joked with my mum telling her I want to transfer to KDU already, hohoho.

main course :)

well, she made it

yeng daooo :)

My blogging mojo just went away , and Im so lazy noww. Will update soon people, stay tuned :)

Oh , did I mention that this week has been a great week? A week with :) on my face.

* edited *

Tsunami happened in Japan this evening. I dont know why but I just have the feeling that, people are fragile, no matter how powerful you are, you are just nothing when natural disasters come to you. No matter how powerful you are, you are nothing. What you can do for now? Pray hard, pray for people around you, appreciate people more than you do, I mean really put more effort to spend time with them , love them. Time is so damn precious. Isnt it? And now , pray hard.

till then,

mengchoo

Transform me

2011-03-01T23:37:00.002+08:00

Part of the lesson in life, I want to be stronger.

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Accept the imperfection.

2011-02-28T00:42:00.004+08:00

Hi bloggie. Im on fire now. Sorry to put my anger on you, but I want to talk! Not really on fire actually, dont know what to say, speechless plus a bit of anger plus a bit of frustration plus a bit of emo plus a bit of gek and a bit of i dont know what.All mixed up like rojak. Okay, purely crapping , ignore me.

Oh I should keep all the feelings, because it should be a good day. Sunday was a good day, how about yours? :)

It it doesnt hurt, it isnt love.

lemme scodl a while, Go bang wall pls! ish

till then.

song of the day : who i am , david archuleta.

always be my baby

2011-02-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

an old picture of mine, my hair was so short. hmmm

Hi people . :) Im quite bored so I came to spam my own blog. teeheee.

Orientation week started. Fyi , previously I registered for IBM, but eventually i changed to Applied Finance for god's sake. Dont ask me why already. hahaha . Just like tht, accept the fact. Lets hope the changed I've made is the right choice then.

Basically the orientation week was kinda boring. They forced us to stay in the mph hall for the first day, combining with zhap pa lang people from different degree courses, for example architecture and hospitality. Basically the Mph hall was fully occupied. We were conned and stuck in the hall, not allowed to go out until the thingy ended. I personally think that the first day of orientation was kinda sucky. I ended up having gastric, wasting the food and drinks, and went home in the afternoon. And the entire week was for us to settle fees , registeration , course changing and things like that. Until now I haven get to pay my fees, I dont know if i got accepted to UniSA programme. Guess is not my fault? Because the fees information shown in the portals is the fees for IBM. Let me pretend innocent and ignore everything ;)

The class will start officially on next Tuesday. Friends of mine told me that I can choose my own timetable, I suppose its a good thing eh? :))

A bff of mine is owning me a starbucks drink. We have our bet 123456789 years ago. And errheeem, I'm here to remind you our bet. Happy for you , for getting a sweet and handsome boyfriend. stay sweet and happy kay ? :) I hope you read that, hoho.

Btw, been addcited to a few songs recently. One of them was the one as shown below. Du jia ji yi. Emo song but nice one. Will be uploading another song in the next post. Shall end this post with this awesome song.

there's always something you want but hard to get,

but its okay, let tomorrow to do the talking :)

till then,

mengchoo

我的独家记忆

2011-02-20T21:57:00.013+08:00

Hello, Its a Sunday night. Having the urge to blog, I dont know why.

Degree life will start , real soon.Fyi, its tomorrow. I can see degree's waving to me. Perspective can be very different within 48 hours.I was kind of excited on Friday , the day I went to register and got enrolled to be an IBM student.The excitement faded away, replaced with anxious today, I've got a heavy heart I can hardly explain the exact feeling Im having now. I dont know how Monday will turn out to be. Who my classmates will be, how strange the environment will be, how tough the course will be, how fast can I adapt to the environment.Guess what, Im pretty confirm that I will be having Insomnia tonight,lol. I dont know why, human's mind change like there's no ones business, accept the fact.

I miss tbf coursemates, whoever you are, you are in my heart. Miss my gang, miss my awesome classmates. Year 2010 was awesome because of y'all. I thought of having bad classmates at first, but hey its proven wrong, because Im missing all of you right now.

us :)

my best friend in tbf, love you my girlf :)

yee hang

soon jian the boss

andre

the girlss :)

and not forgetting my bff who has been in the same course with me, same sec school, same tbf coruse, and same degree course :)

I've been suffering from period cramps for 2 days continuously. Yesterday was a disaster, half of the day I was on my bed, sleeping all the day. Pain killer's my best friend, eventhough I hate them. Thank God I've been staying at home these 2 days,lets hope everything will be fine tomorrow , no pain and great day :)

Been thinking of someone for days. Dont ask me who's that ,thats a secret I'll never tell, LOL. Missing someone can be torturing. I often tell myself this way : " Miss someone without telling him is already so tough, next time if break up with future boyf will be jialat till the max. " Agree not? hahahahaha. Hello, Im missing you, but you dont know, soo, forget it. haha. A bff of mine said things will turn better as degree starts, well I really hope so. Somehow I hope you will appear in my dream for last few weeks, haha. Im getting sampat ,ignore me.

"I would listen to my heart

And then I could see what true love could be

And I wont let tomorrow slip away "

-slip away-

Long post eh, will update soon, visit more, read more and I will love you more :))

Somehow I hope not many people notice my blog. hahahaha . this is me. mao dun mao dun.

till then,

mengchoo

Cause everyday I love you a little bit more :)

2011-02-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hi people!

Im posting this at this time. Yesh you're right. Am here to say Happy Valentine's day. HAhaha . It doesnt really matter to me . You know, valentine's day is just a big day for couples :)

Counting down , 4 more days till end of the Cny in year 2011. Feeling sad? Dont be, there will be cny in year 2012 too . :) I've spent quite of my time at home and also with friends. Im kinda mao dun sometimes. I wanna hang out with people when im at home, but I prefer staying at home rotting or spending time with family when im outside. Bear with me, this is ngmengchoo :)

To a friend of mine ,

I dont know if she will be reading, but I have decided to write something here. Sorry that I've made 5 years friendship ended up to be awkward. Didnt really talk in a year, we didnt even meet up. I dont know what to say, eventhough we're trying to make things better, seems like there will be a gap between the friendship no matter what. It's okay, time speaks everything. Maybe we can still be friend after years, maybe better than now . All the best to you.

To another friend of mine,

Hi , known you for a year, I treasure you as one of my good friends. Shared a lot of things with you, its "your" pleasure because i hardly share a lot with male friends. All the best in Aussie, study hard in Aussie, please be a successful scientist. hahahahah

Im basically crapping none stop here , just to keep my blog alive.

Thought I couldnt want you , more than I did before,

But everyday I love you a little bit more,

Find myself asking, what are you waiting for,

Cause everyday I love you a little bit more

(love you more , jls )

Happy Valentine's day everyone :) Present for you, part of the lyrics of this awesome song :)

till then,

mengchoo

Waiting for the end :)

2011-02-07T19:02:00.004+08:00

ANYEONG HASEYO :)

Happy Chinese New year people :) Didnt get to wish everyone one by one, those who read my blog, please anggapkan I got wish you la kay? Xin nian kuai le yo .

Hows ya cny? I should be grateful eh, people only get to enjoy holiday till Sunday, and have to get their butt off to school or work on Monday. I am having my holiday from Chu 1 till 15. Face problem people, dont get jealous , teeheee.

This year's reunion dinner had been a little bit different. I used to jam all the way to Johor and have reunion dinner with relatives, but this year we stayed at home, had steamboat ourselves. What to say? When you have people around you, even the simplest dinner will make you feel great. And I am feeling great spending time with daddy , mummy, noob brother and sister, and also my aunty. Friends of mine came to pay visit since they claimed they are dying of boredom. we joked alot , played games and had great time . But guess what? I've been drinking too much of " long zheng " tea with them ,ended up me suffering from insomnia, whole night sleep-less. this is crap. lol.

Brother is back to Sarawak, aunt went back to Germany, I feel like something's not right. Sister is having school , I couldnt pull her out for movie or whatever , I want to go out, at the same time feel like staying at home, rotting. lol. Am waiting for people to date me out, anyone? :)

Life's great , isn't it? Ups and downs , things you should go through, no matter how hard it is. Bring on a little bit more of courage, and everything will be alright. Things you have to go through , is just a process reminding you to be braver and stronger. I am feeling better :) Thanks to awesome people who's there for me. Im awesome because of you all .

"我在这儿等着你回来，

等着你回来看那桃花开"

Guess what , Im so addicted to this song these few days, I kept on singing when Im playing games with relatives . They kept on teasing me waiting for who, and in the end, they got influenced by me, they sing the song automatically. Dai seeei , tease more larh, sendiri also singing tht :p. Nice song indeed.It's better than dong dong qiang, teehee.

Will update soon, dont miss me too much people :)

I never opened my heart to all the possibilities

2011-02-01T09:20:00.001+08:00

Hello people , goood to the morning. :) Its almost impossible to blog right here early in the morning , lemme see, 845 am, I am actually waiting for my hair to get dry and go back to my oh-so-lovely bed. :) Been a good girl this morning, I accompanied mummy to the market early in the morning ( i mean its super early, 545am. o.o ) . Seriously I cant imagine how my life would be in the future, going to the market at least twice a week, and ish ish ish its super duper dirty I could not bear with it. Nevermind , I dont wanna see how my future will be, let time shows and I shall put my concentration on now.

Gahhh, forget it. CNY eve is tomorrow people (aka reunion dinner ) , I am going to have steamboat at home , with my oh-so-awesome family , how about you? :)Please rock your CNY alright ? I think i've done shopping for CNY,din really buy much but I guess its enough for me . Somehow shopping is always girl's all time favorite. When you happy, you go shopping, when you're unhappy, you go shopping too . Am I right???? Please say I am right? teeeheee.

Oh , I have to rewind a bit. My tbf march intake 2010 ended officially. No more tbf gang , no more college's youngest student, no more point four. Things have to move on isn't it? Indeed I meet alot of awesome friends in foundation course, we still have to proceed, further our study for the better future. As I always mention, time will not wait for us, never ever, not even 0.01 sec. Now all I want is not to choose the wrong course for degree, hopefully will be a smart choice, and also have awesome classmates. Just so you know, I need to spend my 3 years degree with these people. Please be awesome, pretty please? :) ( I really wonder who will be my classmate, lol )

Been thinking alot lately. Idk its my problem or what. Being too sensitive? I tak tau. I guess all of these I could only blame the holidays. I couldnt make use of my holidays by doing meaningful things, for example visit orphanage home or etc, lol.I just, idk why but i just wanna stay at home , spend time with my family, spend time in my room , im happy with it even tho im just purely stonning, doing nothing. However, you would think things 123456789 km away if you're alone. All the things just pass through your mind, especially late at night, it never fail to emo-fy you. Dear beloved friends, dont worry, im okay now, I can control my emotion, just that sometimes I need someone to lend me their ears , and i know i have friends there for me . I appreciate it lot. Will be alright soon , dont worry :)

Talked to bffs of mine yesterday, and someone told me to let go. LOL. Hmmmm idk why , i just laughed whenever i thought of this. Not saying what you said is not true, its true indeed,but , hahaha , haven start, how to let go? hmmm. ignore meee. pureply crapping.

This song randomly came into my mind this morning. It used to be one of my favorite songs during standard six. Its nice, I guarantee. :)

okay , big thanks to the air-cond in my room , im freezing now. heading back to bed, dont call me pig please? hahahaah.

till then,

mengchoo

fairytale will never be true

2011-01-30T02:34:00.003+08:00

你们好，今天的我，想要用华语来更新一下 bloggie.

这几天不知道为什么，

总是闷闷不乐，

没告诉你们，是不想要你们担心

我很想我的弟弟快一点回来，

因为我超级无敌的想念他

人，真的会变的，

人与人之间的关系，也会退色的

说什么天长地久，说什么友谊永固，

真的会吗？

人会变，月会圆。

想想这几天，好像和你变得陌生了很多，

真的真的变陌生了吗

就只是那几天，距离好像很遥远。

有时候自己的心情，真的不是那么容易形容

是我想太多？还是什么呢？

虽然很多事情，总是事与愿违

但还是常常提醒自己，

人要知足

还有，虽然不会每件事情都称心如意，

但也因该学会微笑的对待。

有些事情，还是要顺其既然，

不是你的，强求又有什么用呢？

“想念如果会有声音，不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终于让自己属于我自己

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己”

一事感触 pai seh pai seh. :)

mengchoo

What if it’s not everything I dreamed it would be

2011-01-29T03:15:00.003+08:00

People come and go, no one will pause and wait for you forever. You have to proceed, life have to move one. No one cant live without another one. Why am I being so pessimistic?

There's some things you just can't change. –Phil (Hercules)

the feeling cant be changed so easily, you take it easy, doesnt mean everyone can do so. Sorry I cant change that at this moment. I do not apologize to you, but myself.

Sorry ngmengchoo, for being a little bit too emotional. It will be healed, give me some time :)

Cny is around the corner, gong xi gong xi gong xi ni :))

will update soon,

nights people.

nono , is morning peoplee .

woyehenxiangta

mengchoo

I've grown up craving unconditional love

2011-01-21T15:34:00.005+08:00

Good blogger says HELLO :))

Sometimes we need to humble ourselves, not to expose too much,but without doubts I'm really a good blogger. Okay, i dont know what am i crapping. teehee.

First of all, I had a lifeless day at college today. Previously I mentioned the last tutorial class and lecture. I was wrong. Today's the last tutorial. Went there just to listen to her for 20 minutes, awesome enough. Had lunch with the guys after class at Ohana, I didnt eat tho.

Am being a super duper good sister, I went to Catholic high and pick my sister up. I went in to the "i-miss-it-so-much-" canteen and had my 1 buck nasi lemak. I miss it so much. Have you ever eat nasi lemak with two spoons? I did it, I mean its the trend for Catholic student, its a trend :) Suprisingly my sister's friend could recognise me and told me i've changed alot, +ve ones of course, then met some Koperasi committees, remember my name somemore, kai wan xiao :)) I guess having a special hair colour in secondary school is definately a good idea . haha.

ignore the retarted smile and look, just being retarted.

Okay enough being random, I should go do some statistics. I actually dk what to study, weirdo. Bye bye people, dont miss me to much, or i'll keep sneezing, harchewww . hahaha

edited *

Was explaining the multiplication rule to someone, then a random thought came into my mind, i thk im getting lamer. Just for laughs :)

xxx: What is multiplication rule ?

Me : Means both thing happen together lor, one happen first ,followed by another one. For example u're eating, then someone talk to you, then you're eating and talking. teeeheee. :)

till then,

mengchoo

Those days...

2011-01-19T14:27:00.006+08:00

Hi readers :))

Actuallly lerrrrh.....

I..

Have .....

No idea what to blog. lol.

But I decide not to dump me blog just like that, at least spam my blog a little with random or lame post lorh. Bear with me, im sorry . Hit "x" if you gonna vomit blood alright. teehee :)

my noob brother :)

Basically, my brother has been to Sarawak for the national service for 17 days, devide that yourself, 2 weeks plus already. It not a long period, but god, im missing him already. Missing his noob face, missing his noob smile, missing his concern, missing little fights with him, missing everything. You better come back healthily I tell you, I very the miss you. ;(

Moving on, all assignments have been handed in already, I mean ALL. Its already the last week for foundation course before exam, to be precise, today I attended last lecture and last tutorial for this foundation course. How do I feel? Boh rasa. Why? Because time speed too fast I have no time to pause and think what's my feeling. It started like tht and ended just like that too.Its just like foundation course started yesterday and ends tomorrow. Lecture for today was totally no point, because idk what's he talking about, idk why was I in the lecture hall, stoning with Cyndy. Tutorial was quite ok, I make use of the time doing the question, done objective questions and questions for revision 2. I feel so ....errrr.....productive .LOL.

Here's a little joke, I dont know if it's lame, but it made my classmate laughed like there's no tomorrow. Here comes the Dr Ernest in the tutorial class few weeks ago. ngmengchoo was having problem with the tutorial question, she wanted to ask him . She raised her hands, remembering he told the class not to call him teacher or tutor or whatsoever,call him doctor instead, and the ngmengchoo was so noob, raised hand and called professor. The whole class was looking at the girl, the tutor syok sendiri, because suddenly became professor. the girl super fish , wanna leave the class so desperately. Many of them call the girl professor choo after that. stupid.

lovely reminder: not to be so noob in the class, think before you speak. lol

Oh, last Friday I skipped my english class, risking my marks, as Ms Ranee said she have the authority to deduct marks if we absent , and followed the awesome mummy to Sogo ,KL. Know what, mummy loves to go there, so do I. There will be sales 3 times per year, I mean crazy ones. One is cny sales, one is hari raya sales ,and the other one is member day sales. Why do I love there so much? Because everytime my mummy complaining I'm having too much clothes , she will still let me pick clothes I like if i follow her to sogo. Everytime buying the clothes, I have to squeeze my brain juice and squeeze the clothes I bought into the noob wardrobe.70% worh, its worthwhile so yea :) I still love Sogo eventhough its very packed, like " people mountain people sea" . haha.

I crapped too much, that all for today.

It's a little bit funny the feeling inside,

I'm not one of those who can easily hide.

Just a sign

2011-01-15T16:13:00.003+08:00

Ni men hao.

I have a random quotes I love it so much I cannot be so stingy not to share with you all. I know i'm gooood :)

Darling if you love me

can i be the only one

You're the one who warms me

you're like the sun

you just bring me so much fun

nothing undone

-janice wei lan, never know-

Basically I love the part i bold the most,this is a song shared by andre loi on facebook.I have to admit its a super awesome song. It's just so so nice its hard to resist.Youtube it, nice song it is, I guarantee :))

Darling if you love me can I be the only one. Whoopsie.So nice I so likey. teehee

Meeting up my darlings, aka bffs in a bit.I just simply miss everyone of you so much Idk how to say. Tons of love :)

till then,

mengchooo

下一秒，谁是神秘嘉宾.

2011-01-11T23:53:00.005+08:00

I so need to lose weight ;(

Few more minutes and 11.1.11 is over. Gonna post something in my blog. Sorry if it's not being interesting. My brain cells are half dead now.

So hello! Have you noticed something? I know you do , it's so obvious ! Hahahaha, seeeee i've changed my blog layout, its polka dot in red with the header I "stole" from a website and edited myself. Previously I've got myself a simpler one , but I saw someone getting a nice nice background, its so nice I want to decorate my blog that way too, so taadaaaa. How's it? Your precious comment is much appreciated . :)

I've been a good sister recently. I do no self praise, I do not. But I'm really good okay. Hahaha.5 out of 3 days, I wake up extraordinary early just to drop my sister to school before going college. Ended up I reach college superb early , it's like 7.10 in the morning. You say la! I hate being alone, because I dont know what should I do besides staying in the car, listening songs and waiting for the 8 am classes. Speaking of classes, there's only one more week for tutorial and lectures, and the other week will be the finals already, how fast. What's next? the end of foundation course. I'm soooo sad. :(

I've done presentation of the sem today.Basically I think the presentation ended up kinda sucky. I dont know why but I got nervous when I'm looking at my tutor, Ms Ranee. I dont know its me thinking too much or what, but I just feel that Ms Ranee is so impatient when I'm presenting, it makes me go ever more nervous and I go " Eeee...aaaa.....errrr...." .Its okay, its over, at least we managed to get it done by today. Cheerrrs.

Auntie just got back from Germany, mummy claims that im responsible to take them here and there,im being the driver of the family nowadays. Do I like driving? The answer is definately a no no. No doubts I kind of enjoy when I drive on high ways, but there will be a different story when it comes to jam, its like, sooooo annoying! Who's kind enough to offer me to college? It's so boring driving aloneee :(

Few days ago was kinda emo, just so you know, people can just emo without any reasons, so don't ask me why. Or perhaps there's a reason, just nah dont really wanna mention. I have to think less, the only thing im trying to convince myself everyday. Not to put someone too importantly as you will eventually hurt yourself ,always a reminder to myself ......you know....the person doesnt know you've been suffering,pointless eyyy.

爱你的那一个，想你的那一个

谁会是你爱情的伯乐.

No one will appreciate your love, until you meet the one.

I hope this really do exist :" You may be anyone to people on Earth, but one day you may be the one for a particular person"

Oh, I haven submit the letter for last week's absentees,im so dead! Gonna go type the letter now. And I had a almost 4 hours nap, just when I thought im gonna GG today with sleepless night, Im yawning right now. My god. sei fo till the max. ;(

Nowadays so in love with lin you jia's song. You should go listen, so awesome I very the likey :)

till then,

mengchooo

Cause you'll be in my heart.

2011-01-09T01:38:00.002+08:00

Mengchoo says hi to everyone :)

Promise to do my Bst revision after my updates, am preparing myself for the finals exam. What ya thinking when i mention finals? It symbolizes the foundation course is almost coming to the end. My gawt, the time is speeding, not running. I have the sudden thoughts of missing the foundation year. Missing my awesome gang( in case you dont know, there are 2 girls including me n 3 boys in a gang) . I miss awesome foundation life, i miss friends i meet in foundation year, i miss many of them, i miss erhemm. lol ( ydk who's erhemm neninenibubu )

There's a little story of my family i would like to share with you guys. People who knows me well know that im not that close with my father ( im already the closest to daddy among my siblings). The first day of funeral at tanjong malim, daddy drove us back n and attended the funeral together with us. I saw him like feeling uncomfortable, keep pressing his heart, I asked why and he said mou dun dun chao gan. He was half smiling at me.

The first thought came to my mind, daddy please be very healthy. I need you to live longer, like very very long. Grandpa was lying in the coffin, and it made me even worry. He walked out and i kept my eye on him. I couldnt concentrate buy my mind was full of the sentence" Dont fall asick , dont die suddenly, i want to start earning money and get a better life for you." I didnt tell him all of these. I txt-ed him a message in the midnight, the content was something like that . " Hi daddy, please take good care of yourselves. I was very about you just now. Smoke less and please go and have a body check up if you have time. Take care. " I hestitated for a long time before sending the message. Daddy saw it, kept quiet and he told my mummy he was very happy. I feel so pai seh after my mum told me that, but im glad that he feel warm because of the message.

You may ask , he's your daddy, why do you need to send your concerns to him through a electronic devices- a text but not telling him face to face. Just so you know, when people grow elder, and getting more mature, the 3 words seems so hard to be spoken , especially to your parents, so do I. I feel so hard to speak out and ask him to take care face to face, so i sent him an sms. Eventhough i couldnt tell you face to face, I wanna tell my readers that I love my daddy through my blog :) You may not be the most handsome and caring guy on Earth , but you are my beloved daddy.Love you long long time <3>

New year resolutions :

I think the incidents I had these few days have brought a big impact on me.New year resolutions for me, heheheh....

- Study real hard, excel myself in academic.
- I may be working soon, to get myself some part time job, find back the company. :) I wanna earn my own pocket money, teehe
- I want to be less lifeless, not to keep myself on net for long period of time. Time is precious, make use of the time.
-Spend more quality time with my parents . Not only Sundays are family day, but everyday is a family day :)
-I want to be more optimistic. Not to thing too much on negative stuff. No good no good.
-I want to meet more and more friends, good ones. :)
-I 'm sort of , kind of , wanna get an Iphone, am I being greedy? holygod.
-I must take extraordinary good care on my face, do facial mask on my damn it bad complexion. -I want a pimple-less and fair complexion with a doink doink skin .lolol
-I need to think of way to get rid of the stupid noob eye bags. Its killing me.
-I wanna get a bit slimmer, Im gaining weight, yerrrrrr.
-I wanna read more English books, practice more , to improve my oh-so-poor English level.
-Of course , I wanna be awesome, on looks and behavior. :)

There are much more to be listed, before im failing for my BST, i gotto go and start my revision.
Will be updating soon , stay tuned peeps :)

A random thought on my mind now

失去才会懂得珍惜, I agree this statement with both my hands and legs . I want to reduce regrets in my life. So I dont wanna be the one who realise the importance after you lost something, but the one who starts to appreciate before losting the previous person/things to you.
And you, are the important person to me.
多的是，你不知道的事.

till then,
mengchooo

Once upon a time...

2011-01-07T21:54:00.008+08:00

Hi people. I know my previous post made all of you worried for me, im sorry but i will be alright , i promise :)

Seee, my thunderstorm- days past, and I see sunshine shining over me now. Tho so far nothing very exciting happened, but no news, is good news, and im waiting for more and more exciting to happen. :)

So imma share with you guys what happened recently. Dont be suprised with things i've came across. You may have a =0 on you face , but its okay. teeeheeee.

2nd January :

Got scolded by an unknown man, due to one of my friends pointed middle finger to him. He walked out from his car and scolded us until Ah Ma also cannot recognise us. He went of after he done scolding and the vulgar words on us.What a man? shame on you. its okay, im well-educated, i dont scold back. teehee. I was shivering the whole lunch time.

3rd January :

Early in the morning , I received the news that my grandpa passed away before I out for college. Was so sad because it happened all out of sudden. At night , i was rushing for my BST ativity 2. I was suppose to hand in the nxt day. I got it done around 12, and the stupid noob file got corrupted after i've done everything and clicked "save" .I started doing it all over again at 12.30am and i slept around 2.30 am. screw it

4rd January :

I was on the way rushing to college. I met noob cops in front of Taylor's .He blocked me and asked me to park at a side. I showed him my license, the stupid noob tmd cops accused me for not putting my seatbelt on .(fyi, i was wearing my seatbelt). Idk he was blind or what, and he was like "I saman a?" Then started writing something. I got angry then i said "you saman la. i tak buat salah, i mmg ada pakai seatbelt." He kept on accusing me, and I kept on denying. He had no choice then he let me go(i guess he has no evidence :p).I "very the scare" at the moment, my heart beat super duper fast after i drove off, but i managed to pretend well and confidently in front of the noob cop.

5th January:

Worst day for me throughout these few days. I wanted to go college for morning class and rush back to hometown for grandpa's funeral at night. I went out early in the morning, being a good sister to send my sister to school. I went out from house within 5 min, and i witnessed an accident happened right in front of me. A satria banged hard on the motor who drove opposite way from the car, the victim jumped out from the motor, bang onto the mirror, broke the mirror, and dropped on the road.I saw him unconscious , and if im not mistaken, i saw him losing one of his legs, i cant see his leg. I didnt expect it to happen right in front of me , it seemed to be scene that would only be shown on tv, not in front of me. I got stunned, my first instinct asked me to shut my sister's eyes, drove away, and shouted out loud. I couldnt control but my heart beated like no one's business, my legs was shaking like i've gotten some kind of disease. Cut it short, i ended up went home cried my lungs out until i fell asleep. Sorry to the victim, i didnt manage to be the witness, i was too freaked out. I guess he died, the car banged too hard, but i still hope he will be alive . ;(

I had heart talk with mum on idk which night. I feel so blessed to have her as my mum. I wanted to tell her that she is the best mummy, ever. You may be fierce/ annoying/ whatsoever, you're still be best mummy of mine. Thank you for giving birth on me, taking care for me no matter how tough time u had, loving me with all you love. I thank God for being your awesome daughter who manage to cheer u up when u're sad too. I want to be your daugther for the nxt year, nxt century , nxt decade, and forever , love you mummy :) .

Mummy told me , i'm one of the luckiest girl on Earth. Many of gong gongs and po pos super sayang me when i was young. People calling me " Ang moh ang moh" as i have a weird half-golden-half brown hair. Some gong gongs /popos/uncle/auntie who doesnt like children / rarely hug children , not even their own child, would hug me when i was a small little girl.They like to drive me here and there with motorbike and i was so brave i dare to follow them to anywhere, apatulah.Mummy said that i was so brave i dare to scold people with both hand crossing , i dont give face to people who my grandpa didnt like. I block her from entering my house, just because my grandpa didnt like her.I felt so sorry to the popo, because my mummy told me no matter how i scolded her, she still like to buy me sweets and food. Mummy said i love to sing and dance in front of the elders, i love to perform in front of people. I told myself, that means i have the talent to be an artist when i was young, but it faded away as i grow bigger.lol.

Hi grandpa and grandpa in heaven. Please take care of yourself. Do not worry too much as everyone of us will take very good care of ourselves. I love you long long time. Do not worry, the memories, the time both of you took care of me , the love you gave me , it will be lasted forever deep inside my heart.

new year resolution, once again , will be updated soooooon, stay tuned :)

till then,

mengchooo

Hot mamma , isnt she? :)

I swear that i will love you forever.

Peaks and throughs

2011-01-03T19:47:00.007+08:00

It's gonna be a long post, its gonna be a long long long long post...

So, goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. No matter how unwillingly i am, yet i have to say so. I celebrated my new year with course mates at Genting Highlands. Didnt get to see fireworks as expected as they delayed that. However, you can never underestimate the crowds at Genting .Stupid people spent new year eve at Genting, shivering non stop, and 2011 just came quietly without realising at all. Fyi, the moment I realised its 2011, already 12.05am. I didnt get to count the "5,4,3,2,1". Pictures will be up soon, I'm lazy to upload it now.

I started counting down for 2010 approximately a week ago. You have no idea how much i miss my 18-year-old life. Life is great when i was in the age of 18, things went so well, like everything's properly planned. The time never fail to proceed without waiting for anyone, and here comes 2011.

Yesterday was only the 2nd day of 2011, and im feeling very sucky already. I had few incidents happened together at the same time. A girl like me , who is naive enough to think that the world can be very simple, really couldn't afford to face things all together at the same time. I feel the stress yesterday night. Got shocked with an incident happened in the afternoon, it made me shivered tho i'm not the one who got scolded.I pretended i was okay just not to make them worry. Evening i saw something which made my feeling went wrong. I couldnt describe the feeling, its not unhappy, neither its happy. I have already let go ,i always thought so. Perhaps i've already do so, just that I need some time to digest it. I just, need someone to be by my side, comfort me , make me feel better, just simple as that.

This morning , before I went out for college , aunt called, saying that my grandpa passed away. I was actually at upstairs , preparing. I heard the conversation , but I pretended that I've heard the wrong thing, I wanted my mum to talk to me face to face, simply because I hope what Iheard was not true. My grandma passed away about a year ago. The scene my grandpa broke down and kept on calling for her name was still so clear in my mind. Grandma tried her very best to fight till the end but unfortunately she left us in the end. The day after my grandpa passed away, grandpa was so alone. Many things happened between the siblings: fortune fighting between siblings , no one wants to really take care of grandpa and etc.

I know that grandpa has been suffering the last whole year. He has to endure the children, not saying anything when he was being scolded, got objected at anything he wanted, and so on. He was just so lonely throughout the year. Yesterday was the first day he got sent into old folks home, no matter how unwillingly he was. I seriously know nothing about that. They just do the way they like, without caring what my grandpa wants. And this morning 3 in the morning , he left the world.

My dear grandpa, guess you got really depressed and disappointed over the life,but why would you give up on your life? You didnt give me the chance to visit you for the one last time, not only me , you didnt give any of your children any chances. Dear grandpa and grandma, may both of you rest in peace in the heaven. The memories will never fade away in my mind. The time when both of you took care of me patiently, with all your love.

开始明白到，人活在这世界上，总要体会生，老，病，死. 这一秒的你那么真实地存在，，但那并不代表下一秒的你还会那么幸运地活着.

I thank everyone of you who is there to cheer me up , accompany by my side and worry for me. Big thanks dedicated to shan min who's willing to lend me your shoulder and your ears, spent time consoling me . I treasure you a lot I really mean it. I will be strong, just give me some time okay? I need time to digest all these. 有人曾对我说，人生就像海浪，有高也有低党人跌到低谷的时候，就会慢慢地往上爬了. Guess the feeling right now is at the through, so I believe I will be able to climb up real soon. Smile people :)

New year resolution, I need my luck back in 2011. I need more and more love, and I need to be stronger.

Give youself a chance , to be weak and take a breath when you're really tired. Mask shouldn't be put on all the time , or you will suffocate. Not saying that i put on the mask all the time, but sometimes when you're unhappy , you just dont want to worry people around you . Dont worry, i'm fine :)

Brother went for NS on Sunday. I can only meet him in one month time. Hello brother, I miss you, please come back earlier. I dont wanna lose anyone in my life anymore . Dont cari pasal over there kay, tahan a bit, even people provoke you. Come back healthily, and be awesome :) Mama , sister and daddy miss you too.

till then,

mengchoo

and you're the only exception

2010-12-27T17:40:00.005+08:00

Hello, I miss you :) Yesh you you you, i mean you. Dont perasan,im referring to my bloggie :))

So Christmas is over in just a blink of an eye. I remember how i looking forward towards the Christmas . No matter how beautiful Christmas is, it can be maintained for only 24 hours, no even an extra of 1 sec is allowed, how pathetic.

5 days then here comes the 2011, as fast as a bullet train in Japan ;( The facts that im turning into 19 in 5 days time really upset me . I want my " 18 years old " life, not enough, its not enougggghhh ;( . I dont wanna kiss goodbye to me "18 years old " just like that. I want the whole world to pause at this moment, can I ?

I know no matter how much I miss 2010, it will come to the end eventually. 5 days till, lets count down eh , make full use of the 5 days :) Here I pray, here I wish, here I hope, I can rule the year 2011. I wanna study hard in degree, I dont wanna waste a single penny of my parents money. I wanna spend more time at home, spend more time with family, love them more and more. I wanna be a useful person, with a bright future, with a megamind.I wanna treasure my friends more , treat them better and wanna be a awesome friend for them. I wanna be better looking,I wanna be slimmer, I wanna be better than previous, I wanna be more awesome, I wanna be less noob, I wanna increase the level of my IQ, I wanna train myself in telling lame jokes , I wanna get a boyfriend (lol) . I wannnaaa do lots and lots. :)

This little girl di bawah tempurung has seen many things this year, things that she hasnt meet before during . Not really gonna say what I experienced this year,but the message im trying to bring forward is that these things make me grow, physically and mentally. Knowing how to differenciate good or bad, will be a little crazy once a while ,and not forgetting not to be too over. This is life, life your life :)

Someone said you treat everyone equally good, but can I be the exception to be treaten extraordinary good ?

We are happy family :)

2010-12-22T22:04:00.007+08:00

Ima having a proper update today, im so so serious. Please believe me , wo hui hao hao de update. teeheee.

First of all, I so wanna comment about the Dragon-I . Fyi , my family is having dinner outside every Sunday. Its so impossible for my mummy to cook cause according to her :" Weekdays are working days, weekends are holidays ." :) Awesome mummy, so we went to Dragon -I for dinner, i miss xiu long bao alot.We went to the nearest branch, leisure mall. The dinner ended like a disaster. Not only me but the family thinks that most of the foood not really nice, perhaps different people different taste ( somemroe recommended by the chef ) . The only food i enjoyed most is the xiu long bao, so yea. Full stop. lol

the xiu long bao

And thennnnnn, I have something to say. I am so proud of myself , very very "the proud " . Some friends knows that i often skip lectures, and english classes. Not till the level that i would be barred, but i do not have full attendance for english subjects, not at all for the 3 semester. Anyway, i am proud of myself because i gave myself a target for this semester, HD for statistics, and so far i didnt skip any of the lectures and tutorials. GOOD OR NOT? Say good or not i go jump sea. :( But even if u say im not a good girl , i still proud of myself. hahaha .

Moving on, today is Wednesday , its Dong Zhi ! This morning i woke up super early, just for my BST lecture , hardworking lehhh . I giving hint to someone who skipped the lecture for the whole week, u know who u are . ;p. Had class till around 1, and then went to Pavilion to meet up with secondary school friends, and Chin Bo Yan who's just back from Aussie. They went Dragon -I again. 123456789 times zadao, but no choiceee lorh! Had a "super duper uber" awesome movie. I never see noobS playing cards in the cinema before. The boys were have fun playing their card and we girls were turning left right up down , trying hard to understand , and praying hard that the movie will end sooner or later. Dont wanna tell u apa movie itu, want u all regret die die. LOL. So bad i know. ;p

Had dinner with family at night, mummy prepared ingredients for steamboat. :) Nice dinner, full till the stomach macam bursting man. Its okay la, once a while marrrr. I have a random thoughts on my mind tonight. I really love my family. Eventhough im not as rich as those agong /dato/tan sri / millionaire or whatsoever 's daughther, i love my parents and my family for who they are. We are fated to be a happy family. Aku memang cinta pada keluarga ku, banyak banyak. Mummmy was so " pandai" . I came out with a topic saying that people who study at other states is so pity as they could not eat tong yuen with their family. Mummmy sense dou something then she went to tell my siblings. They teased at me the entire night. Next time i'll make sure i keep my mouth shut. lol.

I think i've been crapping too much . Readers of mine are either yawning or sleeping already. Should stop here. will update soon .

Btw, i thk mummy added too much salt on the soup, i feeling super thirsty . My goddddd.

** im so gonna take a family photo with my family, I couldnt find a complete family photo, so noob can go bang wall. ;(

I often ask myself if its worth. I do not put all my effort in it because im afraid of disappointments. People can be just vulnerable and fragile. I emo-ed , i cried , i teared , but guess what, im still a happy girl in front of you :)

The heart is reserved, but he doenst know that he's the only guest who holds the invitation card.

Till then ,

mengchoo

Its not the end.

2010-12-18T01:54:00.008+08:00

only for you :)

Hello peeps. :)

*counting with fingers *

It has been few days since i last blogged. I dont wanna ask if you're missing me already, because its like ME talking to the wall, no response one, sad die me. haihhhhh. ;(

Recently I've been having great life, enjoying the college moments ,( excluding the part when I really suffer alot during Ranee's lesson) . I even slept in class during her lessons, thats the reason i always choose to sit at the last row , so that i can hide myself and yawn as much as i want to.So far i slept once only la fyi, somemore less than 5 minutes, i not that bad one lorh,but one of my "very good friend" took the picture of me sleeping, then peras ugut me say wanna post in on facebook. ;( Yes i love sleeping, sorry lo, sleeping is not a sin also ,who cares . ;p

Then then then then then....... Wheeeeee :) I attended a Pre-Christmas Partayyyy. Its superb awesome, i mean it , its awesome till no words could explain it. It's my very first time attending party like that, having different costumes according to different groups. Our group had an idea of wearing pajamas. I dont have "cute-cute" type pajamas, so i bought it. My God, i feel like i was 123456789 years younger. :) Dont try to insult me or what, i syok sendiri then can already, haha. Other groups did a great job too, there were beggars, nerds, angels, ah guaS and so on. Awesome night spent with awesome people. Took very few photos, but i hope there's enough to entertain my dear readers.

silver :)

wen ping, she's so MAN

The leng lui of the day, and klein mei mei XD

Pheoooobe :))

Amy dear :)

James HO the lamer.

Wen Rhu. the other leng luiiii

Tuan tuan dan puan puan, I have good thing to share with you. Type www.youtube.com. Type Waiting for the end and click on the "search button" ,then listen to the song. I know its not latest song or whatsover, but its the song i got addicted nowadays. Its like i cant stop listening to it. Superb awesome la. go listen go listen, then i want you to tell me that: " Eh i agree with you, nice dao burst. :)" So what are you waiting for? Do it now lorh. haha.

K la. its super late, i want oi oi d. Gooodie night people :)

till then,

meng choo

If you were the one

2010-12-12T20:50:00.004+08:00

Annyeong!

You miss my blog. I know you do. Dont you? Dont deny alright? Lying is a sin, especially lying to yourself, biggest sin ever. LOL.

So hey people, college started, like officially. Hows life ?Im doing great, so far , so how about you? :) College just started then i got to know this sem is gonna be a hectic week. So little subjects yet many assignments to carry on. Like what others said : "A megamind is needed ." So do I. Hahah.

A bff of mine had argue with his bf few days ago. Had a big fight, i mean really a big one. But they're alright now. I got a bit small gas, i still couldnt really forgive the friend's boyfriend. But anyhow, he's my friend's boyfriend,i'll try to talk to him soon. :) Sorry my dear, im really a bit small gas on this matter, i just dont know why. Give me some time, would you? :)

Third thing, we Rock-ed LOT 10 ! :)) We had Christmas celebration at lot 10 last Friday and Saturday. Had a great night as we shook the whole KL. Awesome night. By the way, we are having Christmas celebration from 23rd to 25th December at FGA church, feel free to drop by and have fun, im sure you will enjoy ur night with no regrets eh .

Then then then, i have something to say! Few days back, I went to optical shop to have a pair of new specs. Fyi ,Ive broken my specs the first day to camp. Then i waited till my neck also long, just for my new specs. I always wanted a specs like everyone's having now, big one with black full frame! So yea, I've got myself a dark gray (look like black ) full frame specs as my mummy say i dont look good in black frame( still look like black , woohoo) , still in love with the specs as it saved me from being blind. You have no idea how torture u are wearing the contact lenses whole day for 4-5 days continuously. Cheeerrrr to my new specs, wheee :)

Sometimes Im just a mummy's little girl. I do have dreams , I do have hopes. I do not hope for the whole world, but just some little thing in my tiny little heart. And Lord, I pray to you, listen to my heart, listen to my prayer.

You're just a disease, a serious disease that can affect me so much until I currently have no idea who to consult, what to consume to cure it. Do not spread already, pretty please?

When we are united, love belongs to us

2010-12-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

This is dedicated to you, my brother. :)

Dont be shocked, yea right , is you! ngkimwooi. Idk if you are reading it , but its for you . haha

Yesterday before I slept, had been thinking lots of things, as in alot alot. I have a random thoughts of loving you more than I do, i mean it. :)

I remembered few years back, we hardly talk. Even if we talk, sure ended up scolding each other. I dislike the feeling, I dislike talking to you, because sure ended up you bang your door's room , and I bang mine. Even we are staying in the same house, I dont know your thing, and you dont know mine, we just , barely talk.

I've seen changes these current years. You and I've changed , quite alot. Especially this year. We have more common topics, at least we wont argue once we start talking. You've really grown up, becoming a more matured man, proud of you my brother :) Tell you what, last Saturday you helped me out with my luggage without me asking you , I really feel a bit very touched tim . woohoo. You're cute and adorable when you're caring my brother. haha. I've learned to tolerate to, i fetch you to places you wanted to go , aint I a good sister too? :)

Tho he is fat(i mean big size,xp) , he's cute. Im like promoting my brother, but he really can be kind at times, excluding the part that he hates to study and loves to play online games so much . Hahaha . Currently my brother kena love's poison, and currently he cannot be cured by any medicine, as the technology is not advance enough. What to do? noob brother I have.

Btw, I'm loving you more brother, bit by bit, <3>

tell me what you waiting for?

2010-12-05T21:26:00.006+08:00

Hellloooo wo de peng you.

Ni miss wo mar? I know many of you do, dont dare to say out only. haha because u all pai seh mar. I got evidence to prove many of them missing me , like alot alot. teeheeee

tadaaaaa, evidence. hohoho

enlarge it so you can have a better look :)

Been for "Encounter God " camp for 3 days. Had a nice camp, no regret going there. I met new friends, learnt new things, and alot. There's one thing i would like to say. Eventhough we have to humble ourselves, i couldnt help but telling you guys ,my leader say I can run one! Quite good in running during amazing race, as in not shouting tired and those . woohoo. So super duper happy, Im flattered. hahahahaahah. The only "not-very-good" thing is im sick after the camp like, fever. nooob till the max. Wasnt feeling well since yesterday so i went to bed around 10.30pm. Yea you're right , ngmengchoo was on the bed that early! hahaahah . Kept on sleeping and blur-ing the entire Sunday, i didnt do anythg productive. forgive sick people =(

Oh ya ya. Fri was anne's bday. So sorry i couldnt attend your bday as i was in the camp. Hope you had a blast and blessed birthday. I will meet up with you soon, and wish you happy birthday face to face yo! Happy 18th Birthday Anne, love you much much, as i always do. teeehee.

Actually hor, i have nothing to update one, bcs i dk what to update also. LOL. so i'll update again kay? :)

To a friend of mine, my bff:

Stay strong my girl, you can do it :yin wei ni shi ni, jian qiang de ni" We will spend our time together okay? Dont worry we will always by your side, supporting you in any way, any thing. What i can say is stay strong, because i suck in consoling peole. sorry ;(

dont want to know what you're thinking, because predicting is just ,too hard for me.

till then,

mengchoo.

When the world turns upright down

2010-12-01T19:33:00.010+08:00

Wo de peng you men, Helloo.

*Counting with fingers* It has been 3 days since i last blogged. Plan to update my bloggie today, or not I will not be blogging for a week. Friends of mine will miss me until they go and jump sea. I know i know :P.

First of all, I spent this entirely like, wisely! :) Whywhywhy? I went out with ysm on Monday to continue the shopping date. Fyi , last Thursday we didnt shop till we satisfy due to my stupid noob dao beh tahan body. Another productive day. And due to my productive-ness, im totally broke now. Dont ask me out, or i will kill you ;p.

I spent my whole Tuesday with BFFS. I miss them , i mean everyone of them, Suet ping has been a filial daughter .She stayed at home to take care of her mum. So , yea 4 of us had fun at genting, took photos, played theme park games, eat, laughed hard and more. I miss you miss yoou miss you. The only thing to the perfection was i yawned the whole day, like NON STOP. sorry for that bcs i was suffering from insomnia few days in a row. ;(

Third thing, I am going for camp :))) . I'm quite afraid of attending camp actually. Im afraid of tiredness, running here and there , and also sweating. What to do, i try not to imagine how noob I would be in the camp. Everyone blind fold your eyes when attending camp kay? hahaha.

Really dislike it when you always trying to mention someone,regardless with or without intention. But anyway , im well trained with high EQ, you will never know what i think, in words. Sometimes things or words can be written or spoken out easily, but it became difficult when action is required.Friends of mine often thing im stupid, dumb dumb head or whatsoever.Hahaha. You shi hou, hui jue de you dian lei le.

"Believe me I wont stop at nothing ,

to see you so i've started running "

Same random thoughts came into my mind when i was sleepless. I typed it in my phone and i'll write it here. Just a piece of crap, bcs i love crapping. haha. Different things have different value in different time in your life. This minute you may think what you're doing definately worth it, priceless, the next minute you may think you are naive doing things like that. Nothing could be compared, nothing. Last time i thought of txting with a guy late in the midnight definitely worth it, i txt until i beh tahan and got into sleep. Now i think sacrificing my sleeping time on him is hmmmmm kind of , waste time. hahahaha. Its only a very small example, maybe its not even an example, anyway what im trying to say is there isnt an equivalent objec to make comparison ,so why do you compare? :)

I'll upload some of the pic taken in genting. :)

han qing mo mo ;)

cable car

sm, me and anne

peace ;)

nck,sm n anne

act cute la you!

因为我很爱你，

不想要放弃爱情.

cheeerss. haha

till then,

mengchoo.

Because of you

2010-11-28T22:00:00.006+08:00

Beipeimouchihalaojingak.

*if you know what i mean ;p*

I'm definately not scolding anyone , nor referring to anyone yo, kind hearted girl dont scold people as she like one :))

Btw, yours truly finally got back her laptop, it's like finalllllly . I happy till i fly up the sky,ooops i abit over react, pai seh. I need not beg and beg my brother and sister for the dekstop for laptop already, i have my own oneeee. chehh. hahaha.

Brother is having Mathematics examination tomorrow.Yes you're absolutely right, within 24 hours. The noob is now sitting beside me, hardcore-ing, asking me how to do this and that.For the very first time I watch him being so hardworking. I would like to share with readers how awesome my brother is. He just started his revision today. People on Earth spent the two years studying so many chapters, the naive ones thought he could KO everything in just 24 hours. If i were him, i think imma find a suitable sea and jump off. lolol. All the best to you , my brother. No eye see you.

Next week is gonna be a busy busy week. Going to genting with my bffS on tuesday and going for a 3-days 2 nights church camp Thursday onwards. I make full use of my holiday, without being lifeless , hohoho. College gonna reopen soon , i'm kind of worry abt my results, dont be sucky, pretty please? I believe that Sem 3 gonna be an exciting semester, as its the last semester, appreciate this last semester of foundation course :)

God wants me to grow up very quickly these few days. He wants me to learn how to be a small family leader, how to take care of group members, spend time with them and lots more. I need the extra strength to do all these things. I still feel im not mature enough to handle all this, still too new, but I will try, try my very best.

Trying not to miss him so much, not to put effort on him so much nor think of him that often. Because i know , if i put all of my concentration on him, i will lost myself, i will not able to find my way, i will get lost. However, every tiny little action you did, words you said, with or without intention, it makes me happy. Not to show it out in front of you, bcs afraid of letting you know all of these.

我的爱就像是降落伞

只能义无反顾的飞翔
想念是狂风无法抵挡
速手无策的飘荡
我的爱就像是降落伞
勇敢的我在空中绽放
请给我力量
空降你的身旁

ps. reading back your old blog post is fun , i keep laughing non stop, i do think the way i blog was farnieeeee, tho till now i still blog like idk how to say, macam talking to myself. Its okay, i suka then thats it. ;p

till then,

mengchoo.

Do not change even the world changes everyday.

2010-11-25T04:04:00.007+08:00

Good morning people.

I am so emo now. I want to sleeep. I cannot sleep. Ended up crapping here, awesome life i have. :)

Heading out with shanmin, the bff later on, i hope those passerby in shopping complex dont anggap i'm the zombie , i will be very upset one you know. ;(

Lappie is not back yet, one week already, ONE WEEK. I miss my lappie so much. Although it's not some very "pro" laptop for example macbook or whatsoever, i love it alot lorh , so please please come back to me, you know i miss you setiap hari . ;((

Celebrated Belle's birthday party on Monday night. Went to the starhill for the rm3.60 dinner, very the cheap kan? Interested? find out yourself, so lazy to elaborate. haha. Belle tan wants to go for chilling session. Used 123456789 hours to decide where to go , Aloha the final decision. You have no idea how sucky my day was. I found out my heels "rosak" in Starhill, i die die also wan walk, i dont have the urge to buy another pair of shoes. Those noobs kept on walk and walk and walk for a long distance to the Aloha, and my heels officially KO-ed in front of the pub. I walked in the pub with "semi-bare leg" ( fyi, it means one with heels , one without heels, lol).Then blablabla blablabla blablabla. Celebrated her birthday with another 11 people. Crazy night, but i wanna cry. haha. My image gone until I dk what to say.

Btw, SPM started on Monday. My awesome brother is sitting for exam. All the best to my awesome brother, and every candidates on Earth :) God bless.

So i entertain you with some of the retard photos. :)

Things are getting better. Keep going, things do not change, pretty please? God do not give any of us the " mind-reader" skill , human varies their mind at times, its unpredictable and thats human.

okay, its 430am now, i'm feeling a bit sleepy, congrats eh ? nights people

By your side

2010-11-22T11:49:00.001+08:00

like this song "very the much". I hope you like it too.

Miss me people? Miss reading my blog? i know i know you do, say YES please? :))

Sorry la people, I dont have the chance to update my blog even i want to do so. Fyi , the laptop of fine has been taken to be reformat, now yours truly "is very the yam gong" , have to keep begging and begging, beg the brother to lend me his lappy .

Been kind of busy nowadays, and kind of miserable, guess i have to figure out what i should do now. Its not the time to be lost, not now.

I'm having holiday now. 2 weeks holiday, its neverrrr enough, ishh. So many things to do, so little time and money. Hen ke lian yi xia tim. Oh btw, today's 22nd November, its someone birthdayy...

Who's that??

Ghost also know lorh...

Really tak tauuu?

Then you very nooob lorh.

Happy Birthday Isabelle tan (aka . girlfriend)

I tell you, idk why i have to be the boyfriend, yerrr i also wanna be the girlfriend, but , hahaha since urbday, u dai sai larh. Happy Birthday yo! Have a very blessed birthday, dont sentiasa emo larh, stay happy , cool and pretty :))

Ihavenothingtowritealready. Soooooooo.

kaythanksbye. :)

Till then,
mengchoo.

Because i dont know why.

2010-11-15T14:33:00.003+08:00

No matter how sunny the weatheris, it fails to affect me right now.

Tell me what's worst, had insomnia and i slept around 4 yesterday, had nightmare( was really terrible), had 1 hour jam to college , screwed the accounts( i didnt get to balance for even 1 single question), had not-nice lunch, feel sleepy while studying, and there's exam tomorrow. Tell me what's the worst now.

爱有多销魂，就有多伤人。

Dont worry, i did not emo ,just tht i am absolutely agree with the sentence above.lolol.*raising hands and legs*

hint:yourname

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Incomplete

2010-11-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

有时候，

你不知道

心可以很脆弱。

Thats why "fragile " has to use together with "heart" as a phrase in times.

God, i need your love. Like now. Restore my energy, please?

Dontbesocold,im freezing,

The meaning behind the words

2010-11-09T22:06:00.006+08:00

Hello bloggie.

你的主人很笨，

笨得可以

笨得无药可救.

I am so noob . I regret what I did just now after thinking back . I dislike the replies. I dislike your " so-called " jokes i suppose, or maybe not jokes but the truth . Stoooooppp. Exam week, put exam on the first priority.

You just dont know , the meaning behind the words. Sometimes i wonder, if you know what im thinking , would you ever say these out , like so easily?

thankyou and byebye. Hardcore time. Hello Accounts and Economics. :))

Ghost of you and me.

2010-11-05T22:10:00.011+08:00

Hello people. I am so active nowadays. Why why why? Because finals is just around the corner. My style. LOL.

Am a super happy girl today. :) I went to Taylor's and planned to study with my bff, shan min yap but it turned out the library closed. Sm went to find empty classes and we made full use of Taylor's facilities, owned the big big classroom for the whole evening. [we paid so much for our fees, make full use of it.;p] Dont say me kiam siap, tho its kinda true la. haha.:))

Thought of a lil joke happened on uhmm....Wednesday afternoon. Belle , Kai Wei and I were in the library. "Someone" was playing cooking mama, kai wei was doing her presentation slides and I was studying Econs. Whooops, who's the someone? Isnt it obvious? ;pp. Here came the joke. I opened my bottle , wanted to drink water , and the water "leaked" out, terkena the chair. I went like " OH-OOH" . Then then then....one cleaner who was sweeping the floor passed by me co-incidently, thought I saying "HELLO" . Then when i looked at her, she smiled at me. I went stunned and wonder why she smiled at me. Both of them thought I said hello to her actually. Joke of the afternoon.

Mummy went for a 4 days-3 night Kota Kinabalu trip. Daddy having dinner outside, he gave me money at asked me to bring along siblings and settle ourselve. I brought sister to Mcd ,( bcs i was craving for the out of sudden), then went to Popular. After buying those stationeries, i actually have the mojo to study, i will study today, pinky promise ;)

my sister. SEE told you! eye bags are "Inherited" LOL

18-year-old mengchoo, 6-year-old mengchoo :))

Sorry , I am so lame. hahahaha.

Till then ,miss me people, I know you will. :)

Learn my lesson

2010-11-04T20:02:00.006+08:00

Ni hao ma?

Wo hen hao :))) Need not worry, i'm superbly fine. Readers please miss me , because I miss you so much until I dont know how to say . ;p

So basically, i dont have things to blog. :) So awesome i know. Okay la. Lemme say what's happening nowadays.First of all,I've done ALL presentations,so ima happy girl now. :) No more panics, no more formal wear, no more heels that i dont like. Basically out of the 3 presentations, i like English presentation the most. Why why why? I accidentally "heard" Ms Chen said :"I like Hezzrina group's presentation." Fyi, thats my group, woohooooo. :) pai seh pai seh

Finals coming real soon, as in really super duper soon, nxt Thursday is the first day of exam. I feel so "hyper" , I'm not well-prepared and why does exam have to chase after me ? Wo hen pa larh, I need help on Accounts and Econs, like so desperately. oh oooh.

I had study date with my bff, shanminyap today. And hahaha , not very productive. What to do ? You cannot blame us as we hardly get to talk face to face and when we gossip we can talk like there's no tomorrow. hahaha.

Heard something from someone. :) You have found the one, so yea , my wishes for you, hope that you will be happy, from the bottom of my heart. And seriously I do feel happy for you, and I wonder how you look like when you're waiting for her message, those who dont understand what i talking, ignore it. haha :) I memang like that one, say half dont say half, my favourite :) All the best and hey be happy. :)

oh btw , mummy's going to kota kinabalu tomorrow, im so gonna miss herrr .;(

I need to be strong

2010-11-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

nohint.

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So weak

2010-10-31T19:51:00.004+08:00

Happy Halloween people .

Today's the last day of October, how do you feel? So fast there's only two months left then the year 2010 would come to the end. What have you done for the past 10 months? Flashing back, i wonder what i've done , too.

My heart is so heavy now , i do not feel the peace or happiness, what could I do now? Dont ask me why, I couldnt find the reason either. Perhaps there's a hidden secret of me even myself couldnt discover it. I need to feel alright now, but I just dont know why, so heavy the heart I feel like i couldnt bear with it. Help me please, will you?

Anyway, I had awesome Saturday night spent at church. I starting to feel comfortable with me cell group members,both seniors and juniors, they always give me warm welcome. I could just blend with them in just a few weeks time, I would really like to thank everyone of them. You guys are much appreciated.

I blame my heart for not listening to my order, I blame you. I hate disappointments . I need to be cheered up.

Is it love?

2010-10-28T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm sharing this song everywhere, twitter, facebook, and my blog ! :)) No need thank me for publishing this everywhere, lolol.

So i met up with my "in relationship and it's complicated" date today, my faith loonghueimien. I never seen her for , 7 months i suppose, how long! Met up with her right after my class, chit chat-ed , she updated me her relationship thingy and lots, had a great chat. We shall meet like one month once eyy . :)) Love you much much yo.

Loong n I, so lovely :)

Btw, i had a sucky day after i back from sunway. I heard my mum shouting at me once i stepped in the house. I was wondering what happened. Mummy showed me my saman. It was like what the hell lorh! It costs 300 bucks, how awesome. Mummy was scolding like mad, claiming i always last minute go college, thats why ended up always speeding. She said :" Driving myvi only, you drive so fast for what, i drive also maximum 100km/h.Ypu drive 80 mar enough lorh.;(Errrr, its a high way she expect me to drive 80? Sorry its a bit hard for me. ;(

Got screwed and i terus go nap without speaking a word. I know i will be nagged later during dinner, i know its my fault la, i admit it, but please dont make me pay for it.;( so sad can dai. haihhh...

Short post it is. bear with me . :)

till then

when we are together.

2010-10-27T20:49:00.009+08:00

I love you, you love me , we are happy family :)) Greetings from random people, anyeong . :))

I am so happy, i cannot hide the happiness, i have to share it to everyone of you, i mean my readers larh . Actuallllly horrrr.....

......

Nothing special. lol.Just that i met up with my awesome bffs today, but suet teong wasnt there as I thk she has class . I woke up late today, but ended up i reached college puctually. So goood girl. Met with the girls, we went to Wongkok to have lunch at chit chat-ed, went library and so on. I lazy to elaborate.But i really had fun spending with my awesome friends. You guys are so awesome i couldnt find any word to describe you all. Awesome people meet awesome friends , thats what i can say. :)

Oh i nearly forgot somethg important. There was some random people came forward, asked us to do fill in some random survey form , and we did it randomly. Let the pictures do the talking.

God believes i had 5 times of relationship.lol.thanks you sm who helped me to filled in the blank.

so noob la the question.

Conclusion after that:

1st. never believe on survey

2nd. survey is just for crapping.

3rd. survey is so noob.

Rouanne and Shanmin left around 1 something, i accompanied lifeless nck as she needs to stay until 7 , how awesome . Talked like there's no others' business, and gap leng zhaiS i suppose, feel so fun i did not do that together with her since N years ago. haha. She planned to see someone but ended up, hahahah loser la her ! walking here and there, the one she wanted to see passed by just by the time she went to dunno where.

Crapped and went to lakeside to "blow find" and enjoy the "scenery" from 6 till 740pm i suppose. It was nice to be honest .I found that there were different kind of people sitting in front of lake. ngcheekuan and I were making assumption , some seemed like emo-ing, some seemed like wanna go jump lake, some couple so sweet dekat sana. Go and have a peek if you have the chance :)

nck and i :))

emo alone.(some unknown)

she macam wanted to jump lake.o.o

her turn to emo .haha!

Talked so much, laughed so hard, we should spend time like that more. too bad shan min n rouanne went back late, we should have time like this more, like more more more. :))

Meeting up my another long lost lao gong tomorrow. I am a happy girl . woohoo.

youfastfastcomeonlineimissyounowlolol.

You're the particular one

2010-10-25T05:18:00.004+08:00

Oh no. hello. Dont be suprise. You are right, it's 5:19 am right now. Why do I wake up so early? Hahaha so funny, readers of mine should know I have weird habit. So lame.

I have difficulty on sleeping on Monday.I went to read someone's blog.The blog may not be famous, may not update as often as bloggers,( i mean the "someone" dont really update) . I was reading previous post of the "someone" and hahaha it made my day. I feel like it's okay at least I find something to do when I having insomnia. I've read all the blog post previously but it doenst fail to make me go :) when i re-read it. lol.

Some random thoughts appear on my mind , like so randomly. There's always a particular person appear at a particular time. There's always someone who holds an important place in another one's heart. The someone may not be the most beautiful nor the most handsome people on Earth, but the just like what Bruno Mars sing, you like the someone just for who he/she is, just the way he/she is. The "special " person in your heart, just always appear to be the most eye-attracting person on Earth,he/she already is the most handsome/beautiful person in your heart, regardless people agree with it or not.You agree with me ,not?Wow, what have i typed? lol

Seriously

Dislike

Monday

MUCH.

screw it man.;(

Dont speak.

2010-10-22T18:36:00.005+08:00

I'm half way doing my moral video assignment. People who's reading the blog, yea right, I am doing right now while people already submitted....Awesome possum.

I am so ....wannna make complaints. I know it doesn't help at all. Bear with me , let me complain a while. I hate the most when it comes to group assignment. I always believe in team work. Teamwork as in everyone, every single member in the group work together, to complete the assignment. Sadly speaking, it doenst really apply on me.

People always tell me, :" Eh, i dont know how to do lar. how how how? " Then in the end I have to complete it myself. Sometimes better case may happen, they tried to do it, but a simple one and i modify it. You may think I am a perfectionist, sorry but I kind of kiasu. I want my work to be better, I dont want the work turn out to be out of my expectation.People always feel grateful when I done the work. Yea right, you feel grateful ,you always do. Sometimes I'm mad at them, but what could I do? Scold them? it doesnt work. When people say sorry , i will say nevermind. How kind? lol. When i was real mad, I will just go emo and dont talk, i will show u beh song face, I will keep doing my work, people who come and talk to me will go gg.com. But it rarely happen, isn't it?

I feel kinda tired doing it all alone, or only with 2 or 3 of them already. I pray to you, my Lord, give me the energy so I can complete the video by tonight.This is just a way to release stress, im feeling better right now my dear readers :))

Got to go and continue my video assignment. Oh btw, I just handed in English Assignment, I feel it's just crap comparing to other groups.

Feeling retarted right now, where are my BFFs?

till then.

still so hard, even i'm trying real hard.so hard..so hard.

the ugly truth

2010-10-21T22:23:00.001+08:00

The feeling's too strong. Too hard to resist . I should be ignoring you, so I assume my life will be better. At the same time , I failed doing so, too hard to be ignored, too hard to be invisible.Guess instead of ignoring, i shall keep the distance, at least not to make myself fall even deeper.The song accompanied for the whole day long. Sorry if i sound emo. People out there, dont worry kay ? i'm absolutely alright :))

What would you do if you were me? I'm not allowing myself doing too much , its a no no way.Revealing too much nowadays, should keep it deep inside my heart.

Hello smilesss, come back to me, I need you like so desperately.

To a friend of mine,

You know who you are. Nothing much I can say. Bff forever.My shoulder is always available for you.Call me if you need me , we are really bff forever kay? :)) I need you and you need me too.

till then.

What you said is not what i want

2010-10-20T18:56:00.003+08:00

A little secret of mine.

Hint? his nickname

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单纯的爱

2010-10-18T18:53:00.002+08:00

I wanted to share somethinng here, something i read from facebook, from bei er's shared link. What to do mean by pure love? haha

十五六岁

是一个人刚刚明白了什么叫“喜欢”什么叫“爱”的时候

十五六岁

是一个人最青春阳光的时候

十五六岁

是一个人对爱情最真诚、执著的时候

如果你在十五六岁的时候爱上了一个人

那么

请你铭记他的脸..

因为你可能需要用一辈子去忘记这张脸

十五六岁的你

不会明白什么叫作门当户对

十五六岁的你

不会想到什么是“潜力股”

十五六岁的你

不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫

如果说

每个人都有作梦的年龄

那么

每个十五六岁的人在自己的梦中都是幸福的“孩子”、有幸福的生活

如果你

十五六岁爱上了一个女孩(男孩)

那你必定会用尽全身力气去爱

哪怕只换来半生回忆

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

绝不是爱他的物质实力

因为你还不懂什么叫现实

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

就是爱他这个人

毫无杂质

单纯而完美的爱情

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去换一个和他的未来

十五六岁的你

爱上(她)他

必是用尽了全身的力气

不顾一切的去爱

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

你注定今生都无法忘记他(她)

你把一生最美好的时光用来爱他(她)

你把一生最单纯的爱献给了他(她)

你用自己最美丽的岁月来陪伴他(她)

你不顾一切的去爱他(她)

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

因为他(她)一定是你真正爱的人

以后的岁月

你会明白..

你很难再去单纯的爱上一个“人”

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

那是最最单纯的爱..

那种感情里只有爱..

And somehow, i miss it alot, like alot alot. hahaha. Just a memory tho, hello memory :))

Hanging By A Moment

2010-10-15T17:53:00.005+08:00

help me to clarify the doubts.

Hello, I want to spam my blog so badly. This is my blog, who cares :))

Few things to say :

no 1: I am oh-so-stressssssss. I couldnt sleep early these few days. Assignments is killing me ( I used "is" as assignment is uncountable in my dictionary, crap). I should really appreciate sweet sleeping moment to the max.

no 2 : I am still oh-so-stresssss. I made myself be on bed yesterday I slept and sounded like a pig. I had to got up by 8 but I have phobia on getting up late , I woke up every half an hour after 6.Count it people.

no 3: Even if i was sleeping, I cannot sleep well. I had too many spicy food I tortured my throad ended up I torturing myself now. My lovely throat is so so uncomfortable for the whole night, I cant stop coughing for the whole day already.;(

no 4: I hate myself for being so sleepy everyday. I feel sleepy in the class every morning, I feel sleeping at home whenever I plan work on my assignment.

no 5 : I am missing someone.He doesnt know that, neither do you. I am so happy you dont know, because I dont wanna let you know. :))

no 6: I saw something that I shouldnt see as I will go a little emo. I am so inquisitive. What to do? I am a stalker. lol.

no 7 : I am coughing again, and I am feeling sleepy again. Oh my God !

no 8 : I gonna start my econs research and make full use of the day.Please help me to be productive ,my God .

no 9 : Next time, can I not be the leaderrrr????????

no 10 :I am a little happy today.I am a little unhappy today.It explains life is SOOO COLOURFUL I am really super random. Kthxbai.

ohmy, I cant be cured already, anyone out there to help me? ;(

Something that cant be erased.

2010-10-14T23:01:00.006+08:00

Someone turned me into an emo girl with just 7 words he/she said.You didnt do it on purpose, it just simply dont feel right. Nevermind I suppose I will be alright, gimme just a few minutes and I will swing my mood into hyper mood again. Guess it's not the time to get emo or concern about other stuff cause I have so many undone stuffs. I haven even started on my studies, I have unlimited assignments, I am so stresssss. *lets cheeerrr*

♥♥♥

lotmelots kay :))

Endless

2010-10-13T01:20:00.005+08:00

Hello Tuesday, why did you speed so fast? I could barely spend time with you and here comes Wednesday.Hello time, why are you speeding all the time? Can you please slow down? My sincere advice, deep from my heart as I'm afraid that speeding may lead to accident. "Biar lambat asalkan selamat", my teacher taught me since I was a primary-school-girl. Slow down your speed kay? I feel so hard to follow you already, so please so down.

No matter what advice i gave, what compliment i said , time will not ever "give face" to me. It speeds as if there's no one's business, how cruel it is.

Sorry for being so lame and lifeless. I am so stress out at this period of time I feel like I could dai just like that. My dear assignment, you are giving me too much stress. I dislike you. Oh wait wait , nono, i hate you.;(

Back to my assignment. *criesssss*

Till then.

BAI BAI. <3<3

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I walk alone.

-Boulevard of broken dreams,Greenday-

Need you now.

2010-10-12T17:57:00.005+08:00

Bonjour everyone.

Life is awesome,isin't it? Yet I still have a lil complaints. Look people, finals is around the corner, in just a few weeks time. We have 4 assignments to be done, presentations, sucky english tutor who is quite bitchy until I feel so speechless,and not forgetting the "oh-so-awesome" parking lots and traffic Taylor's having. Have to find parking from basement to lakeside and so on. I feel so wasted burning the fuel just like that. Hellooo, its not only wasting money but also causing pollution at the same time. tsktsktsk.Anyway, I still appreciate the life i having now, should not complain much.Should be easily contented you knowww...

Oh , I am going to visit orphanage home once again on this Sunday.I am so so happy. I dont know why but i just miss Judy , Rislah and few of them so so much . :)) The bad news is i have to skip bible class for the second times.Fyi , if you missed 2 classed and above , you have to repeat the lesson. I am already way behind compared to my friends, i dont want to miss it anymoreeeee.Most importantly is i dont want to repeat it larh! I have awesome friends there, i dont want to be alone and repeat the lesson all over again ;(

I want to go shopping, so desperately. I want to go with me lessbian partner, lolol. But how ??? I have so many things undone and if i go shopping just like that i will feel the guiltiness.Say "tak nak" to shopping complexes until I done most of my work. And oh , i miss movies toooo. I wanted to watch "the hole" but most of my friends watched it, who's with me? Lets go together la kayyyyy.

My mind is so blank now. I have no idea what to crap already. :))

Till then.

The perfect one no one is heard yet.

2010-10-08T23:37:00.009+08:00

i know i look like a noob but somehow i like the photo:))

H-E-L-L-O

I know you miss me ,miss me miss me miss me, i know you do, dont deny larh, lying is a sin.hohoho. Very perasan i know, bear with me. teeeheee.

I wanted to blog , so desperately, before my mojo to blog about today's outting and stuff is gone. Just so you know , when the mood swings, you just left undone things be ignored and totally lazy to get it done already.Mari mari my mood is hereeeee.

I just love my bffS so much. Honestly , meeting up once a month I think its so so insufficient, but i know i should not ask for more because finding a suitable time that suits ALL of us is just so so difficult.

First of all, today was a very blessed day.I woke up late, class starts at 10 I woke up from my bed at 930.So awesome kan, i know.I reached college at 1030. Lagi awesome kan, do not need to tell me. Cut it short, i was late for class and thank God i didnt kena marah. Second unlucky thing happened today, I wanted to pump petrol near my college and I turned the wrong way.I went all the way to ldp toll, puchong,paid toll twice and drove with the "beating-oh-so-fast-heart" as my car was blinking it ran out of petrol.Awesome lots. Cut it short again, i reached petrol station safely, thank God yo :))

I met up wtih my bffS this afternoon di snowflake,ss15. So glad and happy and excited and joyful and whatsoever I run out of words to describe the feelings.Crapped all the way, from west to east, north to south and took random pictures. I just love to be with them , and yea you are absolutely right, we rock! :))

I know know know you wanna see how sampat we are, you did pray right? So yea, the prayer comes true. lolol.

she never fail to be perasan, my most " lengzhai " friend ever

annne you do look cuteee:)

both noobS .

whole day the same pose. hahaha!

i love this dumb head <3

yunyee :)

Was eating, not THT chubby k , tho i really grew fatter.;(

I found a little secret and I am happy with that, hahaha. want to know? ask me and I will tell you, i think.depends on my mood, woohooo.

Andandand.Teongsuetping claimed that i look chubby already.Sad dai sad dai.Veru hurt one you know :( But nevermind, i want to gamfei! lololol.I am serious, i will be on diet!

EDITED.....

Someone says im not considering her as my bff worh! I wait till you upload photos in your camera and i'll upload again kay ? :)) You of course my bff lorh, I love sharing my secrets and problems and whatsoever with you kay . :))

Stay tuned for the mcd's sampat photos.teehee

Till then.

take me where i've never been

2010-10-06T23:31:00.005+08:00

dont puke.hahaha

Annnnnn.. Yeong people :)))

Half an hour to Thursday, but today is still Wednesday. Random is my favorite.Dont be gek until you go bang wall, appreciate your life people, life is precious , okay?peace yo.

I have no idea what to blog about actually, just feel like crapping some stuff in my blog, I wonder who on Earth is so free to visit lifeless people blog,if you're reading, raise up your hand so I would consider you as one of the lifeless people.:))

Basically, moral examination is OVER. *clapsclaps* To be honest I paid more effort on Moral compared to the oh-so-awesome Malaysia Studies.I guess my results for moral will be better than my MS's? lets prayyyy :)

I am so lame I starting to play some car racing game introduced by my friend, belle tan. I'm so sorry but I really have to say that I dont have talent in playing ANY games, seriously. I play maple story I got lost in the world even it's just a 2D game, dont even mention the Cabal I play for approximately 2 weeks .I level up much more slower compared to others as the speed of finishing the quest is utterly SLOW. And I have no idea how much blood will she be vomitting, waiting me during the race, keep pausing the game,awesome not? Mou ban fatt larh, you know what, i can bang my car even there's only one straight road. bwahahahah i know im awesome .I have something to add on, eventho i noob in playing the car racing game ,I do drive well in real life kay, at least better than someone. :PP

I am meeting my friends on Friday , i am so so happy I start thinking what to wear on that day eventho im just meeting up my old kawans. I do miss everyone of you alot, like alot alot alot kay.Meeting up each other is so so hard even we said :"aiyak got car mar sure can meet up one" . Try to think back , when was the last time since we met up? Pasar malam lorh , but already N years ago, i really miss you guys alots.

My skin complexion is gettin worse.I am gettin lazy to take care of my skin, I seldom apply toner ( i do only when i remember, means rarely lorh) , i basically just wash my face, I seldom do mask(I kept forgetting ), and I sleep SUPERBLY late. Aha , thts the most important point. It's okay, i promise myself to take super good care of my skin from now on. Wash my face daily twice a day, remove itu make up utterly, having mask twice a day, and reminding myself to apply the toner everyday after washing my face. You know what, im always a forgetful people. Lets see how long can it lasted .lol!

Tired of reading so many words? I have nothing to crap already. Save your energy to wait for the next update ya :)

oh boy,i miss you.nah, randomrandomrandom.

whooot, such a proper update weyyyy .

till then,

life after you.

2010-10-04T01:16:00.012+08:00

I've done my assignment , i dont care already , die or alive let it be. Im stuck with it for almost a week. Screw screw screw it. ;(

Its okay, i'm oh-so-super-duper-very-bery fine now, but wait, i have class tomorrow it starts at 8am i am so screwed. lolol. Tell you what, every monday I suffer from insomnia. *clapsclaps* Having moral examination on tuesday i actually should be nerding instead of crapping, but yea. i will study later if i really couldnt fall asleeep. lolol

And people I'm not being selfish, ima introducing one leng zhai for you,siapakah dia????

tadaaaaaa......

Nichkhun

leng zhai a not? Dont deny! lying is a sin. hohoho.You should really see when he blinks, so so cute you can actually faint straight away. lol. pai seh ,kua jiong a bit.

its 1.37am now,i still , quite energetic, dai dai this time, anyway , i should TRY to sleep already . Please log on to gg.com and watch how i gg this time. lol! im getting lame, dont sue me kay :)))

till then.

oh oh , btw, Happy Birthday to Manday Tanjingwei, i know you will be reading this :))) Have a blessed birthday .Be the sweetest couple on Earth, be happy , be smart, be pretty .:))) Happy birthday .

and the whole world knows except you.

edited....

it's 3.24am, what a sleepless night, i hate insomnia.fullstop.

when im missin you

2010-10-02T15:28:00.006+08:00

I have to submit my assignment on Monday. I have reference books with me, yet I still stuck with the policies of the economic growth I have totally no idea what to write for it. Like hellooo, we're just 18 year old kid, dont expect too much thing from us kay. To be honest, referring the reference books make me feeling like a primary school student facing unknown add maths question, it doesnt sound good at all right?

Basically if you ask me how's life, I would say not everything goes well. I know and I understand your life will not be as smooth as you expected, things dont go the way you wish everytime, yet I still have strong faith that things I am going through now is training me to be a stronger , tougher and more independant girl. You keep learning in your life, you cant deny this statement as it is so so so so true.

Friends whom i care are now in deep trouble. How I wish i could actually help out but i can really do nothing but only to pray for them. I kept on thinking that we're just an 18 year old child, we dont deserve to face things beyond our limit, do we? I will keep you guys in my prayer everynight. God could you please ,really let someone to be in their life and save them ? I really love them , love everyone of them.

i shall continue my stupid assignment. i really hateyou econs. hateyouhateyouhateyou. i am so sad to have to in my life, like seriously :(

I declare things will go well soon, in the name of Jesus. Amen.:))

till then.

be responsible of your own life

2010-10-01T23:44:00.005+08:00

A friend of mine sent me this article yesterday. Would like to post it up and share with everyone of you.

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的人

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

　　他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

　　他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

　　他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。

　　他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可以做的很好的。

　　他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

　　他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。
他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

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　　記得之前聽過一句話：支撐著笑容的是，眼淚。

　　每個人都是一隻刺蝟，受過傷了，更會把刺張開－－怕痛怕再受傷了...

　　還有這樣的一段話流傳著：

　　外表堅強，並不代表內心堅強…個性獨立，並不代表真的獨立…
　　說話刻薄，並不代表真的刻薄…態度驕傲，並不代表真的驕傲…
　　很多事，我們只看到了表面…卻疏忽了，表面底下那最真實的一面

但是，我总觉得人生可以不用那么绝望

人间处处有爱。

till then

When you said nothing at all.

2010-09-29T21:52:00.005+08:00

Hello people. Life is like a roller coaster. Once the “start” button is pressed, the game is started, it will never end, not until the end of your day. Everyone has to go through ups and downs, and you’re trained to be strong, to accept challenges; you’re a loser in your life if you fail to overcome challenges.

I do not intend to emo-fy my bloggie. Do feel say okay =)) Life is awesome, eventho there are difficulties and not everythg goes the way you wish, there’s actually something that could make you go =) .

I fight for challenges in my life. I need to stay strong, but I need weapons. In order to win every battle confidently, I need people to stay with me ,fight with me, and I wonder who will be the one. Are you the wonder, I always wonder.

Things are going complicated, or maybe you are the one who makes my life go complicated. Just a simple life is good enough for me, and I will be contented I suppose. I never want to ask for too much, but I never want to not want for anything too.

I wish I have Edward’s talent- mind reader. I do not want to read everyone’s mind, but only yours. I do not want to know what are they doing, but only you. I do not want to be in love with others, but only you. How I wish I could tell you what I am thinking right now, but something makes me hesitated.

Dui bu qi, wo bu gou yong gan.

Wo xi huan, Bu , Wo ai :))

Stay with me, even just a minute will do:))

2010-09-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

Helloo people. I am so sorry I procrastinate alot I dont know why but i really super duper lazy.Someone please motivate me .

I tell you what. I used to argue and fight with my brother ,like alot. You have no idea how bad our relationship was. He's stubborn, so do I. He objected whatever i said, and I objected whatever he said too.Recently I found my brother is getting better, i love the way he is right now. He will share his little secret with me , and I will reveal a little bit of my secret too :)) ( not too much , because he likes to peras ugut me with my secret , super noob ). He's more understanding , more caring , and more obidient .He take cares of me at times , worry for me if im out till midnight. How awesome my brother is. I just have the urge to tell the whole world I love my awesome brother. God, i thank you for changing him, you are changing him bit by bit , i witness it with me both eyes , and also my heart :))

Exams on wednesday baby! I think no medicine can cure me at the moment. I dont have the motivation to study, nor to do the assignment which the dateline's on 4th october.I am awesome alreadddy larhhh . ;( I will start looking at the reference book after blogging, i promiseeeeee. And yoyoyo, Wednesday is the moncake festival :)) I want to ply lantern so desperately.Can anyone be childish for one night can play with me pleaseeee? wo hen ke lian a.

想念你已经是一个习惯，

请你教我，要如何戒掉这个习惯.

If you are not the one, please do not come so near,

im suffocating, like seriously.

I am so dumb whenever it comes to this case.

You're confusing me, you never know, but you always do.

There's love on the Earth

2010-09-16T20:30:00.007+08:00

I'm oficially KO-ed. *clapsclaps *

You have no idea how tired I am.I went to the orphanage home located at ampang for the very first time, for the moral assignment's sake. I didnt expect the orphanage home to be....so small. I have pity on them ,I could feel how much they looking forward people like us to go visit them.Their parents abandoned them just like this. You could feel how much they wish to have love if you're a "warm-blooded-human-being".I dont know what to do for them besides playing and listening to them.

There's one kid who has been sent to the orphanage home for just five months. He barely speaks.I feel so lucky for I live with my parents, get to have dinner with them and get to see them everyday. I thank God for giving me a good family. I shall feel contented with what I have right now.I shall not complain nor ask for more.I have my own room but can you imagine 12 people squeezing in a one small room with each single bed shared by two kids?

I talked to a girl, Raslah.She told me she wants to buy herself a Alphard when she grown up? I asked why and she said so she's able to bring sunbeam home's kids out for one day trip or whatsoever.If no petrol she will go to Petronas or Shell to pump petrol and she will on tv for the kids in the car. She would buy her brother a waja and her sister an Alphard too.And the part tht made me sad was the part when she told me her daddy promised to visit her after 10 years. :((

They are just so innocent, yet so cute. I will keep you guys in my prayer tonight.:)) May God bless everyone one Sunbeam home's kids.

till then.