I'm definately not ok right now!!

Missing everyone as if they are all far far away from me. I wanted to meet everyone so badly. Uploading photos of everyone, made me miss them more. I just cant keep my eyes off those photos, but how ? what should i do?

Exam is so near, and the motivation isnt there at all, how pathetic am I. Didnt purposely think back the moment's we've gone through together, it just appears on my mind like, every sec, constantly. Until now only i realise every little small things we did together seems to be so precious right now. I miss those days going recess together, stealin food from each other, go to toilet together after recess, chit chat-ing during assembly, ignoring all those prefects, and etc.

Time can't be reversed, all of us know that very well. And secondary school life is very awesome, it's undeniable. I thank you friends and people who come into my life, making my life wonderful and memorable.

And sure I will miss everyone of you, like ALOOOT.

Photos are all in the facebook .Putting photo here seems to be mission impossible, because i've already spent whole day uploading those photos.


And I love you all , with all my love. =)My life is colourful, because of YOU.







didnt realise i started to get used of the presence of you. but can you just dont go away?

.choo..



















BFF, lots of loves .
FRIENDS, it spells

I wanna .. i wanna





Rock the night !! =)




*edited*


for her,


People do appear at the wrong time, always. But girl , everything will be alright if you're ready to face it, with courage. He will soon be no one, you will soon be alright. Friends are with you, and gain your courage from them. And this is what friends for =)
you know who you are.

I wish you luck .





edited*


I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

`lemon tree-fool's garden'



just being random, i love the lyrics =)


.choo..

Yea right, i'm here. Everyone on Earth (oops, i mean students) are in the school, studying, or gossip-ing perhaps, and you see la.....




I am right here, blogging , wasting my time. *sigh*




I wanna study, I really do, trust me kay? =)



First of all, the oh-so-important exam is around the corner, *counting with fingers* , around 20+ days , and you know what?



I am going to......


AAR'S CONCERT this saturday. Sooo awesome, right? I know I 've been a very good friend, HOR, ysm ..wohooooo .Actually ,the point of going to the concert, is just ....."i wanna listen to 'i wanna' " LOL


Going to graduate on nxt Wed, and I seriously think that time flies . Thinking back of people I first met five years ago, and imagining I am going to say goodbye to them in ,hmmm 9 days time. I sad sad now, haih. =(


Enough said, I'm feeling guilty and i better off and continue my " flemming's left hand & right hand rule " now. Btw, I am trying real hard, to love my Physics. I love you , ok?




I hate facebook, for being so addictive. Wait no, I suck, and the lappy of mine suck too =P


thankyou forwastingyourtime andreading thispieceofcrap. =)
.choo..

"Daddy" is someone very close to you. But somehow, daddy is the one I fear of .

People joke with daddy, beg for something, share things with daddy, but I , dont really do so. I always think twice before I speak to daddy.And I asked mummy for her opinion before i talk to him. I scare of saying something wrong, that may offend daddy, I scare of doing something wrong, that may spoil my image in his mind.

He is someone I fear of , yet someone very respectful. He seldom complains,whether happy or unhappy things, he keeps it all in his mind.He seldom rejects what we ask for, at least he seldom say "no" to what I'm asking from him.Although he changed alot, trying to joke with us, there's still a small gap between us,I think so.





We will be better







And I really do believe so. =)





Btw, I can drive daddy's car, with his permission =DD


iloveyou
.choo..

Yo yo! haha!



tell you what......













I have nothing to blog!! =))








the blog will be dead la, guess I 'll update after spm la, because blogging takes lots of time. And as you know, time is precious !



Die die la, approximately 10 days to the graduation day, excluding those weekends, and 20 + days to SPM, i die die die =(.



Owh, i miss my school, but I feel lazy to go to school. awww....




Wish you luck! rocks your life yo!



& iwillmissyou.youneverknow
.choo..

Yoyoyo! People on Earth!!! =))

Can you see how excited am I ? RIGHT NOW???

the status has been maintained since this afternoon. To be precise, was from 3pm -10.36pm and N seconds... woohoo...stillllll VERY VERY HAPPY LOH!!!

Few weeks ago, I read newspaper and say Ethan aka ruanjingtian is coming to M'sia. You will not know how smart I was. I txt-ed sm, and here's our conversation. It's not exact the same, bt , roughly la..

" Ei ei ei , ruanjingtian is coming to m'sia on 17 & 18 Nov, lets go and watch him lo! =DD"
"REALLLY A???!! dajie, SPM woi, how to go a? "

"Ohhh yeahor, forgot tim, ei actually I forgot to see the month, idk is october, november or december"

" LOL, u better go confirm la"





THENNNNNN.........




we forgot about this matter.....and the day before yesterday, sm was in my house, and my sister suddenly said, " Ei jie, you said ruanjingtian coming m'sia on 17 and 18 rgt? u said wanna go and watch him hor" .Then , sm googled and found tht it's on October. I love my sister to bits. You know I LOVE YOU MUCH ! heh!

We went there today of course, for ruanjingtian's sake. Waited from 12+ till 3pm. And hor, he was quite punctual lo. I expected him to reach at around 3.30pm, earliest, and he reached at 3pm. =))

Ok la. I would skip those high gei-ness part. But then hor, sm and I were in the second row. hehehehehehehe... and whoot! he did smiled at us wei, when we waved our hands? Hmmm I will not forget the part when the Jason requested us to sing a song to get poster, and we only managed to sing " 如果我说，爱我没有如果".I bet sm wont forget too! lmao. And I will not forget the part when WE shouted to him "小天，你真人比上镜帅" and he looked at us and smiled again. WHOOT! Teeheeee... we got an poster each. Tho it's quite fishieee la , but aiyo ,dont care la XPP

Anddddd, I pray hard that , we will NOT in the newspaper tomorrow. Isshhhh, i start worrying already. LOL.



I'm still soooo happy and words cant describe that. =D


Aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...



LOVE YOU LOTS LA =)
the cutest guy in the world. *double winks*

his cute cute pictures will be uploaded soon ya=)

Oh , did I tell you? I met three random guys today. Scarryyyyy =(



.choo..

Hellooooo people on Earth!! =DD

Hmmmm.......





let me present you.......





the legal driver......






ngmengchoo!!! tadaaaaa !! =)






It's like finally i passed my driving test.I'm so glad that I was in the first session, the 10th. Feeling stress at first, then " i'll remember you-nosecrets" saved me. When i was in the car, i felt worry again, then i did what sm told me to, sing song! haha. I love jay chou! 断了的弦 always rock!

There's always big difference between bribe and not to bribe. But then , hmm i've learnt driving for *counting with fingers* , 20 hours lo, the pegawai a, he treated me as if I dont know hoe to drive. He stepped on break before I step on that, like ,almost everytime!Then le, most of the time, when U turn or what, he will KEEP holding my sterring , as if i really dont know how to drive, as if I wil lead him to death. LOL.

But then , he quite " cute" la, really tot i will bang the car. Then what's really funny is , when i passed by a place with "had laju 30km/j", and I trying to slow down, he asked me to pick up.Hahaha, he so so cute rgt? lol...

Gettin my P license by ,hmmmm nxt week i guess? Wah, seems like , i "dai gor lui jor" LOL


" he's sucha coward,
you deserve better ,girl.
You can live better without the presence of him,
trust me "

-forsomeone-=)


.choo..